The devil within

A new life

Note:This chapter takes place about a month after the other one did oOo.

*Phils Pov*

Our new life is fantastic I love it so much, mostly because there's nothing really to worry about other than making sure you're having fun and making sure you don't get kidnaped by a demon but I doubt that'll happen.
Dan and I are both happier. I think it's because now that we know what happens after you die there's not really much to worry about. Dan no longer has his existential crisis's every other week which means I don't have sit and listen to him go on about it. Not that I didn't enjoy helping dan out it just made me think of it and a lot of the time I would have a small crisis myself. Of course I'd never tell Dan that for obvious reasons but its amazing not having the constant worry.
I still miss my family a lot. I hope they're doing okay and not worrying too much about my death. I know I'll eventually see them again one day but I can't help but think about how devastated the world might be without Dan and Phil.
Luckily after about a week I discovered that you can still use your social media accounts and stuff, you can even post things for other Angels to see! As well as stalk what's been happening with the world.
After we died every one freaked out and #RipDanAndPhil trended on twitter for a week straight. It seems like it took some getting used to but not that many people we're badly affected. My brother, Martyn posted our wedding video on AmazingPhil to let the world know that we were together. I'm very thankful that he did that as me and Dan were actually planning to come out  anyways we just didn't get to because... well yeah...
I closed my laptop deciding that was enough stalking of the human world for today. It made me relieved knowing the people I care about are okay but seeing how mine and Dans death is affecting other people is really painful. I almost feel bad for dying. I can't help that I'm dead, no one can but seeing how heart broken some people are is devastating.
I deciding it was time to find dan and ask for cuddles I needed to stop thinking about this.
"Dan?" I asked as I stood at the bedroom door.
"Yeah?" He said said turning his attention off of his laptop to me.
"I feel bad." I say looking down slightly
"Were you looking at your old twitter again?" He asked in a sympathetic tone of voice.
I nodded slightly. Dan turned his computer off, set it on the coffee table, got up, and hugged me.
"You can't help being dead it's okay Philly" he whispered holding me in his arms.
"But if I weren't dead all those people wouldn't be so sad" I cried
"Shhhhh" he said pulling me closer
"It's okay" he whispered again.
I silently sobbed in his arms as he tried to calm me down by playing with my hair for a few minutes before he finally pulled away and said.
"Here, I have an idea." He said holding my hands in his.
"I made a friend the other day, he's fun I be around and I'm 99% he's not a demon. He seems too innocent. And well, we need friends and I'm sure going out will Brighton up your mood how about we go for a movie?" He asked in his soft comforting voice
"I don't know, what if it's awkward?" I asked.
"Well it's always going to be awkward when you first meet some one but you've gotta give it a shot." He replied
"I guess" I said looking down. I really don't want to go I don't feel emotionally prepared to socialize but Dans right maybe I just need to have a little bit of fun.
Dan hugged me and asked "so?"
I replied with "fine."
"Okay philly good I'm so proud of you for trying this new thing" he smiled as he pulled away again and got his phone out to text his friend.
"What's his name anyways?" I asked curiously.
"Matthew" dan said as he sent the text.
I have a bad feeling about this but I'm not going to say anything I'm probably just in a bad mood.