I know my hamsters super old and he's lived a long life but I completely broke when I walked into my room to find him... lethargic? And his seemed half dead. I was hysterical for hours but I need to rest. I'm sure he'll pass soon.
So, I made this small note just in case I don't write for a while. I'm sorry but seeing his half dead has really affected me (more than I expected knowing this time would come eventually).
I don't want to be dramatic and say I'm traumatized but I can't get the imagine if how my little baby looked and how he felt and I don't think I can write right now.
-E
