27 Player's Association

Chapter 10 - Preparing for Concert

We registered ourselves for the Teacher's Day Concert but not all of us will be on stage performing. We need people to help out behind the scene as Chinn is doing something which is the least expected from us. With Derrick's help, I am sure we definitely could get in through the auditions I guess and get what we need. As he live up to my expectations, he is able to book a music room for us to practice.  

Everyone is preparing for the concert very seriously. I like to see such a scene in action. Teamwork helps a lot in many way. We need be thankful that we have plenty of resources especially man power. I can see that everyone is super excited for it but the highlight was still Chinn as everyone is eager to know what is Chinn up to. Chinn started to practice singing for his audition. I told them I will be back soon as I need to find my little sister, Jocelyn.

I never forget what I promised my little sister that day. I really would anything for my little sister even if she wouldn't. The amount of love I gave her cannot be compared to anyone else. The day after, I went find her straight after she ended her class. "Come come", I said when she walked out of the classroom. She gave me a smile. I hold her wrist and point to the swing. We went to sat down in a four-seated swing. She sat by me and we swung. I started asking her many questions at one go, "You tell me now. What's wrong ? I have plenty of time for you and I always will. Why are you feeling down ? You want to go eat first ?"

I can see that her face expression changes slowly. The mood swing catches my attention instantly and it surprise me all the time when she does that. The last time she did that was when I insisted on coming to school when I am not feeling well. I told her that there is something I need to do. I cant excuse myself on that day. The thing I needed to do was actually not a very important nor major issues to attend to. It is to have meeting. It is kind of a weekly thing and I don't want to spoilt. Afterward I regretted not listening to her, my condition gotten much worse than before. I could have find another way to held the meeting. From then onward, I always to listen to her. Well, maybe 90% of the time.

She spend her weekend with at my house watching television as we cannot go anywhere else. I am glad to have her accompany me. At the same time, I didn't wanted to waste her time. I also ask her to bring over her homework to do, study materials to revise and lastly laptop for designing my plan. I often write my though on our "project" in her computer so there wont be any leak to the public. She wouldn't bother reading it too.

She is always so cheerful all the time when she is with me. This is because I was always sad and she wanted me to smile each and every single day at least when she is here with me. I tried my best to fulfil her wish. That's the least I could do for her. Seeing her be happy is also what I want. If by going her way she wanted me to and she is happy then I am happy too.

She said, "Are you hungry ? If you are, we go eat first."

By seeing her in this state, even if I am hungry, I can't say I am. How can I eat peacefully when she is like this. I can't leave her be like this for long. I don't want to. I don't like it.

I said, "I am not very hungry but I know you are so let's go eat. Try to eat something, okay ? I will finished up the rest for you. I know you don't have the mood to eat right now but for me, okay ? If not, treat it as you return me a favor that you once owe me"

She make a light smile, "Alright, I don't feel like eating but I will try eat some. If not, you will be busy finding way to make me want to eat". 

"You make it sound like I am so bad", I rebutted.

"No, that's the truth and I didn't mean it in a bad way. Don't take it to heart. I know you care for me. I am really glad to have you as my big brother", she said.