Spontaneous Insanity ♤ nfkrzcynical ✔

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Roman looked around his room. He looked for anything sharp, anything would work. He jumped slightly as his computer made a noise. He ignored it and went back to scanning the room with his eyes, then he spotted something.

"This should work" Roman muttered walking over and grabbing the object

-Earlier that day-

Roman was on a Skype call with Pyro, they were mostly talking about memes and YouTube. Pyro has been talking to Roman more often but Roman doesn't know why. Although he's not complaining, Roman likes talking to Pyro

"Roman!" An angry voice says entering the room

"What?" Roman asks turning around in his chair and seeing his girlfriend standing in the doorway to his room

"Are you talking with Niall, again?! We were suppose to go on a date right now! You've been acting so fucking gay towards him! Well that's it, were braking up!" She says angrily

Pyro sits at his desk silently, he didn't know what to do, he could see Roman starting to cry on his computer screen. Pyro started to feel bad as he knew this was mostly his fault from talking to Roman so much.

"What?! No I'm not, I only talk to him when I'm not busy!" Roman says nervously

"Lier! You won't shut up about him! It's always Niall this or Pyro that! And you never seem to have time for me but you sure do have time for him! I'm tired of it, were through!" She says loudly and storms out of the room angrily

Niall freezes, he watches his best friend burst into tears. And what made this worse is that Niall knows it's his fault, he caused his friend all this pain and all he could do was watch his heartbroken friend cry his eyes out from his computer screen.

"Roman?" Niall asks softly

Roman doesn't say anything, he just ends the call. Niall can feel the guilt seeping into him, he wasn't sure if he could make a another video for a while after this, the guilt was too much.

-back to present-

Roman stares at the scissors, he then sets them down on his desk. The only reason he wouldn't do it was Niall. Niall wouldn't want him to do it, right? It was right then Roman began to question everything. Was this Niall's fault, or was this his fault? Roman couldn't take all this thinking. Roman just couldn't take all of this right now.