There was a quite loud smash as glass shattered everywhere. Roman would clean it up later, right now there are more important things to do, like not killing himself. He fell back onto his bed face first and just laid there.
Incoming call from: The great Pyrocynical
Accept Decline
Roman looked up at his computer screen. 'Fuck it' he thought and hit accept. He tried drying his tears but before he could Pyro's face appeared on the screen.
"Are you ok?" Niall asked immediately as he sees Roman's face
"N-no" Roman says knowing there is no point in lying
Niall looked at him concerned as Roman slowly realized what had just happened. Roman slowly began to panic as he whirls his head around to look at where he had smashed the bowl
"Fuck fuck fuck fuck" Roman says staring at all the glass with wide eyes
"What?" Niall asks looking very worried
"I- glass bowl, glass" Roman stuttered as he began to have a small panic attack
"Roman, calm down. Look at me and calm down, take your time to tell me what happened" Niall says slowly and calmly
Niall wishes he could be there next to him to see what he's staring at, and cuddle him for reassurance. But Niall was taken out of his thoughts as he heard Roman trying to hide his tears and small whimpers.
"Look at me Roman" Niall says calmly
"It's my fault" Roman says and looks at his computer screen to see Niall's concerned face
"What's your fault?" Niall asks calmly and slowly
"She said she was coming back to get something, then I remember what happened yesterday. And I don't know what happened, I just..... Broke, for a little bit. I threw a glass bowl at the wall and now" Roman explained but paused at the end as he looked at the glass
"And now there's glass everywhere?" Niall tried finishing his sentence for him
Roman nodded and looked back over at Niall. Tears were still slowly dripping down his face. Roman looked like a reck, his hair was messy and hasn't been washed in a while, his clothes looked very dirty, his face was slightly red and tear stained, and he had dark bags under his eyes. Seeing him like this broke Niall's heart.
"I don't know what to do, it's Sunday" Roman says, on the outside he seemed calm, but his eyes showed on the inside he was exploding
"Roman, I want you to call in sick. By now you probably are. But you just need a little brake form everything, even YouTube. I'll help you get through this, I promise" Niall says with a small reassuring smile
"Ok" Roman nods not in the mood to argue
Niall smiles at him and a small smile finds its way to Roman's lips. Roman glances over at all the glass one more time before giving his whole attention to Niall. Roman didn't want anything to do with anything round him, instead he wanted to focus on Niall. Niall was the only thing that made him happy right now.
"Wanna play some CS:GO or something?" Niall suggests after a few moment of silence
"Yeah" Roman nodded with a smile
((I'm low key working on a Joshler fic, oops))
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Fanfic❝you're ducking and moving just to hide your bruising❞ Roman goes through a harsh breakup. Everything piles up on him and he finally breaks down under the pressure.
