Save me from myself.

Chapter 4: Home sweet home

"You can come inside."

Pip barks at Zayn. I see Harry getting from the stairs.

"Look who we got here, Zayn Malik! My old mate and ofcourse the beautiful Demi Lovato."

"Demi, are you home?"

"Yes, I brought a friend. I mean.. My boyfriend. Zayn."

"Hi Zayn, I'm Joëlla Lovato. Nice to meet you.'

"Nice to meet you too, Miss Lovato."

"Mom we go upstairs."

"Sure."

Pip walks with them upstairs.

"Demi, I missed you." Harry starts to hug me. "I missed you too." Zayn has placed himself in a chair.

"Maybe I should leave you two alone, nice to see you guys. Talk to you later." Harry walks out of the room.

I got up Zayns lap and starts to kiss him. Zayn puts me on my bed and takes his shirt off.

Sunday morning

*knock knock*

I wake up, I see Zayn right next to me. This was the best night ever.

"Yes?"

"I got breakfast for you two. Zayn, do you like strawberry smoothie, fruit and pancakes as breakfast?"

"Yes, madame. Thank you."

"Thanks mom."

Mom leaves the room.

"Had a nice sleep?"

"Yes" and Zayn puts his hand through my hair.

"It was the best night ever, because I woke up next to you."

*Beep beep*

Hey D, how's your weekend? Need to talk to you.

xo Miley

Zayn saw from who it was.

"Do you got her number?"

"She is my sister, but we have a different mom. So, she is like my half sister."

"Omg."

"Do you want tickets? I can get you in for free."

"Uh, yes!"

"Cool."

"Babe, I gotta go actually."

I got into the shower, I've been thinking. Am I good enough for him? Am I pretty enough? It hurts

*knock knock*

"Yes."

"I'm going to the fitness. Are you going to do something?"

"No, I will be home today."

"Okay"

Harry walks in the my room.

"Demi! Are you crazy? What are you doing?" He brought me to the bathroom and puts my wrists under the sink. I'm crying.

"I love you, tell me. What's wrong? Did Zayn hurt you?"

"No.."

"What happend?"

I can't say a thing. I just cry harder and harder. Harry puts me to his chest.

"Demi, it's going to be fine."

"I'm sick of that lie. It's not going to be fine!"

I'm still bleeding, my shirt is under the blood.

"Tell me."

"This society sucks, it makes me think that I will never be good enough. Never be thin enough, never be pretty enough. I will never be enough. I want to die, Harry. I don't want to be here anymore."

"Demi please, Zayn, Miley and I are here for you. Why didn't you tell us? We love you."

"I lost my friends, I lost half of my family. I hear my mom every night crying. I am crying every night. I don't want to be weak. I've been weak enough. I don't want to feel this pain over and over again."

"Why didn't you tell us?"

"You never noticed or say a thing."