Save me from myself.

Chapter 6: I want answers

"Miles?"

"Yeah?"

"Zayn likes your voice, can he get free tickets? I know he was secretly fangirling about you when he saw you today at school. I know you want to keep it on a low profile, but still. He recognized you."

"I know, people recognize me all the time. I'm going to use that microphone some day too. I will give you two, vip tickets and backstage and stuff like that."

"I'm glad you moved back to town. I missed you."

Cody walks in Allis room.

"Hi girls!"

"Hi, can you leave? Ugh."

I look at Miley and see her blushing.

"Alli, should we get some thea?"

"Uh.."

No time to explain, I just take her to the kitchen.

"What are you doing?"

"Miley has a crush on Cody."

"Ah, ok. Cool. Are you okay?"

"Yes. I'm fine."

"Don't lie to me, Demi."

I didn't feel like reacting.

We secretly got upstairs. Alli and I listened at her door.

"You got some beautiful eyes. I secretly crushed on them like forever."

"Cody, shut up and just kiss me."

What? Are they kissing?

"Alli? Since when did Cody like her?"

"I don't know, but everyone likes Miley, right?"

She looked a little sad.

"I think I found the right guy for you."

"Omg, who?"

"You'll find out. Soon."

*Ding dong*

Alli and I went to the frontdoor. Harry and Zayn walks in.

"Omg, Zayn are you okay?"

"Yeah, he is fine. He only got expelled."

"What? Babe, you didn't have to do that."

"It's fine. He got expelled for bullying."

We all got up stairs and hear Miley say: "I love you."

"I loved you first."

"That's probably true."

I look at Zayn and see his fangirl-smile.

We got in.

"Cody, what the fuck are you doing?" Alli shouted.

"Nothing."

"Alli, we are together. He is mine now."

We hung out for some time.

Zayn brought me home. Harry went to his boyfriend, Niall. Miley went to her mom.

"So,..."

"So... Do you want to come inside?"

"Yeah, okay."

"Mom, Zayn and I are home."

"Okay, hun. I'm gonna sleep."

Zayn and I went to my room.

"So,.. What was it all about?"

I knew it wouldn't be a fun night.

"I don't want to talk about."

"Please, babe. Maybe I can help you."

"But,.."

He shut my mouth with a kiss.

"I have questions, I want answers."

"Fine."

We both got settled down in my bed.

"So, it started all with a dissapearing friend. His name is Liam. I actually never met him. We met on the internet. About 3 years ago, he said that he had problems at home. His parents are divorced, Liams dad is an alcoholic and didn't take care of Liam. His mom lives in Germany, he doesn't like Germany. So, he went to Canada to his grandparents. He promised me, he will e-mail me. I promised him, I wouldn't do crazy stuff, like killing myself. We e-mailed less than 10 times. Because of Liam I met other people on the internet, people like Louis. Louis and I had a relationship on the internet. I felt safe. He died in a car accident, he lost to much blood. He had so much pain. I never met him. I met another person, we spoke for like 3/4 times. He was really nice, his name was Adam. He died also in a car accident, he was dead right away. Liam told me this. It was also Liam and I our last conversation. People started to not believe my story and called me an attention-seeker and said things like I faked someone's dead, because the attention I would get. I felt so lonely. Liam left me with the feeling that I wasn't a good friend."

I felt tears rolling down my face, because I told it so many times and I'm scared Zayn wouldn't believe me.

".. My brother, sister and dad died this year. My dad because of cancer in his lungs. My sister because of to many drugs. My brother died when he was in an airplane. That airplane got crashed."

I hear my mom crying. I feel my tears.

"I am left alone, Zayn. I don't know what to do. I want to write Liam a letter, but I'm scared that he will never read it. Help me."

Zayn started crying. I started crying, because Zayn is crying too.