One in a millon (Twenty Øne Piløts fanfiction)

Chapter 1

This is the story of how Jay Elizabeth Mareit met Twenty One Pilots.
Jays p.o.v

"Hey can I go to the concert with you Max?" I asked.
"Sure I don't even like them I don't know why I tried to win them." Max said. " Okay thanks."

Flashback (before Jay knew about twenty one pilots)
(When it's like this it means it's in Jays mind)
I've gotta call max and talk to him about my Blurryface other wise know as my Anxiety and depression combined into a figment of my imagination . I just had a Anxiety attack (panic attack) and I don't like what I'm thinking of doing.
The call Jays p.o.v
"Max thank god you answered I had another panic attack. Can you come over please?" " yeah sure give me thirty minutes ill be there. Just please don't hurt yourself J. I couldn't live if you did please don't." Max said "Ill try thank you max." " Thats what I'm hear for J. See you soon."
Thirty minutes later

Knock knock. I got up as fast as I could and I'm still shaking. I haven't had an 'episode' in so long. "Are they coming back? " Max I think they are coming back. I really don't want them to be but I think they are and they are getting worse." " Listen Jay it's okay they may be coming back but you can fight them." Max said "Thanks Max you are the best friend I ever had. Then Max engulfed me in the biggest hug know to man kind.
End of flashback
Since that episode 4 years ago I have had 50 more they are more vivid than I could ever think of and when I heard about Twenty One Pilots I started listening to them and listening to them helped me cope but now that I really like them when I start to have an episode I listen to music and I may start shaking and crying but I can still breath. I've self harmed before in the past 5 weeks but I have had urges. I keep a hollowed out book with 7 blades in it. That book I take everywhere with me. Even when I'm happy I do just in case. I do get triggered easily but I still can control it. I just choose not to try to control it. Max doesn't know about my cuts because I hide them when I where t-shirts so he can't see them. I think I'm gonna tell Max tonight though but I need to go to the store first because my fridge is empty.
At the store
(Reminder Jay lives in ohio)
As I'm walking through the isles I realize I need to go and get red bull so I go to that isle and I see two people I never thought I would see. I saw Tyler Joseph and Josh Dun.(Tyler isn't married in my book.)They were in the drink isle getting red bull so I walk over and say "Hi ." Tyler and Josh say in sync " Hi ." "I'm Jay. So what are you doing here?"smart playing it cool so they don't think you're a crazy fan. " What did you say Jay?" Tyler asked. I must've said it out loud. "Oh nothing just I'm a big fan and I was telling myself not to make a fool of myself. So when is your next concert?" "Its in two days." Tyler answered. "Oh well I'm gonna be there because my friend won two tickets to your concert yesterday." "Okay see you there then . Bye Jay" Tyler said. So then I got my red bull and started walking home.
At home
When I got home I stoked my fridge with every thing I just bought at the most amazing store trip ever. I might get to see them again at the concert.
Josh was really quiet though. I wonder if somethings wrong.
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Hi my smol beans I'm just here to tell you that I am trying my best at making this book so please don't get mad if I make it bad
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