chapter nine

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I've been walking for about 30 minutes and Andy still hasn't tried calling me. No body has actually.
My phone was at five percent so I took a pen out and wrote down the street names that I needed to follow and decided to call Andy again. The call went to voicemail, of course. I groaned and continued walking.
What if they did this on purpose and don't want me anymore? I mean I know that I'm a pain in the ass but I thought they actually loved me. I never thought that they would just abandon me. I felt tears welting up in my eyes again and I blinked them back.
I continued walking and after another 20 minutes my phone died.
"Well I guess they can't call me even if they wanted to now" I said.

*Andy's POV*

We were about 20 minutes away from my mom and dads house. All the guys and I were in the living area just hanging out and having fun.
"Hey guys, have you seen Ame?" Ash asked. There was a chorus of 'no's' and I started to get worried.
"Now that I think about it, I haven't seen her since lunch" I said "she didn't even eat her food"
"Did she even come back on the bus?" Jinxx asked. At that I jumped up and started searching the bus. I didn't find her. I started freaking out, scout noticed and tried to calm me down.
"Calm down, I'm sure if we call her we can find her" scout said.
"I just tried it went straight to voicemail" Jake said.
"When was the last time you guys saw her?" Scout asked.
"When we walked into taco bell, a group of people surrounded us and we started signing things" cc told her.
"She tugged on my shirt to get my attention and I told her 'not now'" I admitted on the verge of tears. "This is my fault, I'm such a terrible big brother. How could I let this happen?"
"Don't blame yourself, nine of us were paying attention" ash said. I nodded, but I still felt like it was my fault. Scout went and told the driver to go back.
After about 30 minutes we were back at the taco bell. I ran in and asked if anyone had seen her. I walked up the the cashier and asked him if he'd seen her.
"Oh you're the guys that left that girl here?" He asked giving us dirty looks
"Look, I'm not in the mood for bull shit, my little sister is missing and I need to find her" I growled.
"She left like an hour ago" he said with a shrug.
"God fucking dammit!" I yelled as I ran back onto the bus with the guys. As soon as we got onto the bus I broke down in tears. Scout tried to comfort me but it wasn't working.
"Ok, I told the driver to drive around town and keep an eye out for her" cc said. I nodded and went into my bunk and cried. I cried and cried until I got a call from my mom. I composed myself as best as I could and answered.

(A=Andy am=Amy)

Am: Andrew Dennis Biersack! How could you leave your sister at a taco bell and make her walk all the way to my house!?

A: she's at your house?

Am: yes she is

A: oh thank god, I didn't mean to leave her I'm so so sorry... Can I talk to her please?

Am: let me ask her......(muffled talking) she said, I'm sorry I can't say it Ame, just repeat it...

Amethyst: fuck off!

A:I'll take that as a no

Am: I'd say so, I'll see you when you get here, bye

A: bye mom

(End of call)

I ran out to where the guys were.
"She's at my parents house" I said. There was a chorus of 'thank god' and I went and told the driver. I went back to where the guys were and put my head in my hands.
"What's wrong man? We know she's safe." Jinxx said
"She wouldn't even talk to me" I said on the verge of tears "she's gonna hate me" I started crying.
"She's not going to hate you she's just shaken up" ash said
"Yea dont worry man" cc said as he hit my shoulder
"She may not hate me but I doubt she'll ever trust me again" I said still crying
"It may take her a little while to trust all of us but she'll come around" Jake said everyone agreed. They've helped me calm down a bit.

Thirty minutes later we were at my parents. I ran out of the bus and into the house.
"In your old room" my dad said and I took off up the stairs. I burst into my old room I heard a small gasp and amethyst ran to the bathroom and slammed the door. I ran to the bathroom as fast as I could and tried to open the door but she locked it. I heard sniffing, I knew she was crying. I'm such a terrible brother god dammit.
"Amethyst, please let me in" I begged. I got no answer.
"Please munchkin, I didn't mean to leave you" I said as I started crying "I tried calling you and we looked everywhere" I still got no answer. "I'm sorry" I said at I slid my back down the door till I was sitting on the ground. I sat there and cried into my hands for probably ten minutes. I figured it'd be best just to give her her space. I stood up and said "I love you" through the door. I started to make my way out of the room as I was reaching for the door handle I heard the bathroom door open. I turned to see my munchkin with red puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks.
Amethyst ran and hugged me I picked her up and held her tightly. She cried into my neck. Hearing her cry breaks my heart. I held her to my chest and stroked her hair trying to calm her.
"I thought you didn't want me anymore"  amethyst said once she calmed down. I hugged her tightly and kissed the top of her head.
" never in a million years would I not want you I love you with all my heart and always will" I told her. She Nuzzled her head into me. "I love you too"
I put my hand under her chin and lifted her face gently. I wiped away her tears and kisses her forehead.
"C'mon the guys are worried sick about you" I said she nodded "you want a piggyback ride?"
"Yea" she said with a smile.
"There's that pretty smile" I said as poked her nose making her giggle. Amethyst wrapped herself in my batman blanket and climbed onto my back. She rested her head on my shoulder as I carried her to the living room.
"Oh my god, we're never letting you out of our site again" ash said as he ran up to amethyst and I. Amethyst reached over to ash and he took her from me and carried her over to where he was sitting.
"Don't ever scare us like that again!" Jinxx said
"Than don't leave me at a taco bell again" she said "and answer your damn phones when I call"
"You never called" I said
"I called you twice" amethyst told me. I don't remember her calling at all. I checked my phone and sure enough she called me twice but for some reason my phone said the first time she called I rejected it. The hell? Maybe Scout?

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