Insomniac

tyler joseph

hey guys, thank you for opening my story:) first thing i wanted to cover is that this is my first fanfic i will be planning on continuing. secondly, italic font will be third person perspective, and regular will be tylers perspective. any changes to this will be noted so no one gets confused. thanks!-alex
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nights are the loneliest. the quietest, the longest. i can barely get a wink of sleep. i fear the night, imagining the suffering i go through.. every single night.

i heave myself out of bed every single morning, waiting for the endless pain at school, trying to stay awake while being harassed.

no one understood me, but I can't understand myself either. the only person that was close to being my friend was alyssa. we both were in the same situation, you know, being depressed and lonely. the only thing I'm aware of not having in common is insomnia! alyssa had brown hair, with the edges of her hair dyed red. she had hazel eyes, and a freckled button nose. alyssa is the only reason I get out bed to go to school, I guess.

when im not constantly grieving about my insomnia, I am fulfilling my aesthetic potential. polaroid taken pictures , fairy lights, cozy throw blankets are what make up my excuse of a room. my walls are painted blue mint, and my bookshelf is full of journals i write in during the sleepless nights. now that you got to know me, let's get on to the real story.