i just want to be successful

Part 1.

Charmaine’s point of view

I and Kylie were just walking up to the park when I hear Kylies name being called. Same old. I looked back to see Tameka grinning, I just laughed and smiled at her as she looked funny bopping across the road to the entrance of the park. She started looking at me weirdly as if she was trying to remember me or my name I started laughing; her mouth was open and head slightly slanted then finally she said something "Charmaine" me and Kylie started laughing. She was standing there baffled as shit "yes Tameka" I replied after a while "you look stunning, I thought you was never going to show your belly piercing!" she said more relaxed I giggled truth be told I never thought I would be showing my piercing out in public neither. Never. "Neither did I, didn't have much choice really" swaying my head turning to look directly at Kylie

Tameka: you should wear that more often, good job Kylie" she said giving her a high-5

I shook my head and started to play angry birds Meanwhile Tam & Kylie talked

We Walked into the park; Tameka and Kylie on their BlackBerrys typing away then I heard my name being called I turned and seen Chloé. I smiled at her. She was white and really pretty with plumped pink lips, bright eyes and a great figure, we got along quite well to be honest but the thing I didn't like was the fact she would try too hard to fit in and not be herself as she's lost her virginity already because her 'true friends' did as this was obvious when; they were talking she couldn’t comment, so that whole special moment thing was gone for her she just got plain fucked at some house party. How do I know this? She told me we might not be tight but she tells me everything and I just sit back and observe.. I'm not the type of person to tell my business.

Me: "Hiya chloé "

Chloé:" you look so beaut my darling; oh my you have your belly button pierced”

Me: "thank you Chloé, and yep, some time ago"

Chloé: "shitt, I didn't know you’re like that with your nerdy self" she said laughing I started laughing uneasily when really i knew it got to me

Chloé: “come on them lots are over there" she said linking my arms

Me: "umm" I looked around me to see that Kylie and Tameka were gone "ok"

We began to walk over to the others. They never went to my school but they went to Kylies that’s how I knew them they weren't my type of people though; very hyped but they were all nice in their own way.

When we got their they were all sitting on a bench and Kylie and tams were on a blanket on the grass, they looked up and I waved as they start staring at me

Me: "hi" I said smiling looking for somewhere to sit

Christine: "I swear I've seen you before...”

Rachel: "yeah Christine"

I carried on getting comments like that for a while did I really look that different I kept quiet meanwhile tam's and Kylie snickered in the background. I shook my head after hearing them talk nonsense about which they might have seen me with and what school I go etc.

Me: "really? You guys still don't recognise me?.. Charmaine!" I said around me echoed with 'ohhs' and 'I knew it was you, just playing along'... A few said I looked pretty others smiled. I didn’t know everyone here, I could make out 3 I knew which was: Christine, Rachel and Chloe, 4 I didn't and I obviously knew Kylie and Tameka

Christine: daaaamnn... Didn’t know you could look like that" she said this got me thinking, what did she mean by that? Was I usually looking ugly? Or it could it be something positive... I put that thought In the back of my head because it didn't matter. I knew Christine through Kylie as they are quite close at their school so did Rachel, to sum them up Christine always had a new boyfriend every month and claimed she loved them and Rachel was loud as ever and always ready to start a fight for the sake of stirring trouble and the rest I didn't know I guess they went to the same school.

I couldn't find nowhere to sit too I ended up laying on Kylies belly facing upwards, took out my phone put my headphones in and  started play angry birds again, the others were talking but I wasn't too bothered in what they were saying as 'Drake take cares' album was playing.

 coments?(: