i just want to be successful

The beginning?

Chapter 2 -

I was on my way to meet my girl Kylie since we haven’t seen each other for a while we decided to go to McDonald's for lunch then hit the park for a bit.

It was summer.

I walked to the bus stop and put my headphones in not paying attention to the crowd or group of boys at the back of the bus, after all they didn't faze me but shit they were loud.

When it got to my stop I got off and luckily enough they didn't follow.

I got to her door step and she was standing there arms spread out, I walked into her arms and gave her an hug then we randomly started laughing like idiots

 she was one of them girl who got along with everybody, popular and kind of a bait face but she had nothing to lose, she had a big size breast and an decent size bum, in addition she has light brown eyes which stood out on her fare dark skin, her hair was short but always looked nice with an side fringe and also looked older than her age. The love I have for this girl was incredible, she was like the sister I never had as I’ve known her since we we’re 6 we have gotten along so well; she was my best friend and at times I didn’t think I deserved her.

I walked in her house and went to see see her mum in the kitchen. Her mum was one of the best cooks; I could never say no to her food.

Me- "Hi Auntie Dee"

Dee- "You alright love?"

Me- "I'm fine thank you and yourself?"

Dee-"good, I'm not doing too bad, how's mummy?"

Me- "She's good"

Dee- "good tell her I will call her sometime in the week"

Me- "alright bye auntie Dee"

Dee- "bye dear"

I kicked of my vans and ran upstairs to Kylie’s room and flung myself on the bed

Kylie- "oi you fat sh*t I just made that man" she said with a jokey screw. She was doing her hair. She was wearing a simple outfit with massive earings and still managed to look good.

"Here" she said meanwhile throwing me a crop top. Was this girl stupid I don't show my belly "just try it on" she said seeing the look on my face.

I took off my jumper and vest and put on the crop top then went to look in the full length mirror, to my surprise it actually looked nice.

Kylie- "Oh my, Char you look sexy. Look at them curves and your bum looks massive" She said in excitement clapping I just looked down and blushed, I felt so... exposed

Kylie- "you are wearing that before you go take it off, lighten up it suits you"

I sighed cause I know there was no way I was gonna win with her, beside there nothing actually wrong with it I had my belly button pierced what you would say was a shock with me and my 'nerdy' self but my mum said it was alright and I thought It looked cool. I decided to put my jumper in my bag, just incase

I guess now I fitted in to what the teenagers of today wore. Ohh how do I look? I'm 3/4 cast my dads black Jamaican and my mum is mix race black/Spanish .I have an caramel skin tone with light brown eyes/hazel eyes which I got off my dad - rare right? decent breast size but a big back off as they say. Oh yeah I wear glasses but only at school cause I can't see far distant which bugs me at times, but I don't need them so much out. I have a baby face and my hair is just past my shoulders & wavy but Is in an bun for school and no one actually see's me outside of school unless it was my closest girls, or I went into town but they wouldn't notice me or I just wouldn't know them to talk to them plus there was nothing to really to look at I dressed casual mostly big tee's or jumpers and skinnys with trainers. Ohh damn, my names Charmaine by the way.