diary 19/10/16
today i couldn't stop thinking
why was i chosen to have supernatural powers
do i tell someone?
ive never used them in front of anyone because of the fear of being taken away and being put somewhere dark
its so hard to concentrate, it feels like someones continuously screaming in my mind, yet i can focus on it either?
"You look at me again, am I what you feel?
Something in my head, eyes like tempered steel
You hate me yet again, I'm sorry I don't cry
But I'll tell you when I find a reason why
My eyes are darker still, the void that I can't fill
You asked me to say yes, but I am somewhere else
You took me by the hand, cold like winter snow
Tell me what I am, I would love to know
Blood drips on the sand, is this the scar you show?
You can not pretend, I will always know
My eyes are darker still, the void that I can't fill
You asked me to say yes, but I am somewhere else
My body is a cage I cannot escape
No light from my eyes, it faded with the time
You thought I smiled then, it was all pretend
'How did it go wrong?', I knew all along
I don't believe in Hell, demons live inside
Look into my shell, I can show you why"
is this what i am? is this what ive become?
if you're called evil....evil is what you'll eventually become.
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i mean it was going to be longer but..

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