I feel like I've entered this empty, dark space where nothing is okay. Things feel almost static-like but more like bubblegum raindrops that shatter whenever they fall, or the fog after a humid thunderstorm that causes this red-blue-black pain in my chest that makes me want to cry. This makes it so difficult to breathe and everything is shaking all at once. Everything is a scattered mess of purple-black pain that never leaves, like a hurricane that never leaves my brain alone.
