They always want to hurt me. They hide in the closet and under my bed. They creep behind corners and window blinds. I see them in the shadows. I feel them invade my brain with thoughts of paranoia and anxiety. The overwhelming feeling of Oh god what do I do. What can I do? I lay in bed and panic because they want to kill me. They want to hurt me. Who can I trust? Who am I safe with? Am I ever going to be oka y a g a i n