I'm scared...
The crackwhore is in my room again...
She's looking at me like a hungry predator who's craving for a piece of shit to eat.
I place my tiny hands in my chest to cover my little body.
"You get up little handsome boy!!! We're going to playyyyyyy...."
"You get up little handsome boy!!! We're going to playyyyyyy...."
"You get up little handsome boy!!! We're going to playyyyyyy...." I cover my ears and close my eyes.
Silence is killing me then suddenly she ruined my favavorite t-shirt. Mama gave that to me on my birthday last year. She's wearing that I'm-going-to-fuck-you smile.
I'm scared. Mama, help me...
I'm shaking because of fear. I shout in silence, cry in silence for an eight year old boy who knows nothing but to play his toy cars.
She tied my hands in the post of my bed.
I'm naked...
I'm cold...
I'm scared...
She hits me using Papa's belt.
It hurts like hell..
She repeat it until my back bleed and I feel the belt is bitting my back.
"P-please.. d-don't do this.." i beg her but she ignored me.
She slapped me instead.. once.. twice.. and I can't do anything but to cry and endure the pain..
She started kissing me hard, violently..
She pushes her tongue inside my mouth..
She touches me everywhere.. I shout in pian when she touches my sore back..
She continue what she's doing.. merciless..
"p-please s-stop.." I'm begging hopelessly..
"shut up you little shit!!!!!!" she shout and slap me again.
I'm tired..
I'm cold..
Mama!!
Help me!!!
M-mama.....
"Mama!!!!!!! Fuck!!! that dream again? shit. -_-.." bumangon ako mula sa hingaan at pumunta ng c.r, naligo at nagbihis.
It's too early to go to academy.. Gah!!!! -_- what to do? what to do?
Lumabas nalang ako ng bahay hanggang sa mapadpad ako sa isang madilim at masikip na eskinita sa di kalayuan sa bahay namin. As usual madaming gago ang nakatambay at matatalim ang tingin sa akin pero gaya ng dati madalas wala akong pakialam kaya nilampasan ko nalang sila until a stupid bastard;s girlfriend encircle her dirty arms in my neck. I look at her like an organism who i want to kill.
"Mang-aagaw ka!!!! Peste!!!" then someone is about to hit me pero dahil maparaan ako umikot ako tapos bogggg!!! ang organismong nakalambitin sa leeg ko ang tinamaan ng suntok niya at agad nawalan ng malay at bumagsak sa semento.,.
"Poor lady of yours. You made her sleep at this early eh?" i said it with bring-the-hell-on look.
At ang mga tarantado sumugod ng sabay sabay. Fuck! ang dami nila. Yung iba may dala dala pang mga tubo at baseball bat parang pinlano talaga nila to ah. Shit!
Iwas sa kanan, suntok sa kaliwa. Shit! Nakakapagod. Sisipain ko na sana ang isa ng biglang may pumalo ng baseball bat sa ulo ko. Naramdaman ko ang dugo na nag-uunahang pumatak sa mukha ko. Nahihilo nako.
Sipa! Suntok! Hampas ng tubo ang natamo ko bago ako tuluyang bumagsak sa semento. Pagkatapos umalis na sila ng walang sawang humahalakhak na animoy mga asong ulol na nakawala mula sa matagal na pagkakakulong.
Nanlalabo na ang paningin ko, hindi ko maigalaw ang katawan ko.
"kuya! kuya!! anong nangyari po sayo?" rinig kong boses ng babae bago ako tuluyang nawalan ng malay.
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I feel the pain all over my body, especially in my head. Shit.
"nurse, magigising pa po ba siya? buhay pa po ba?" I've heard that unfamiliar voice. tss
I open my eyes. All white, must me in heaven but that's imposible =___=. I feel the cold wind blowing in my face. Yeah, I know right. I'm it that place again. Shit. That thought wake me up.
Ginala ko ang paningin ko at nakita ko ang dalawang babae na nakatitig lang sa akin. Isang nakapure-white na babae, must be nurse at isang hindi familiar na organismo. Nagulat nalang ako ng bigla na lang akong sigawan nito. Talking pest. -_-
"You! Baka!!!!! anong ginawa mo? nag-alala ako sayo!! akala ko patay kana!!!!!!!" sigaw niyang parang engot na tinuturo pa'ko.
"Baka? Fuck!!! You stupid coo coo brain, I'm not a shitty cow. You idoit!! Who the fuck told you to bring me here? And you Fucking touch me with your dirty hands? What a Dumbass!!!!!"
"y-you curses a lot.. T_T" sabi niya na parng mangingiyak na.
Nanginginig na rin siya sa takot.
"Stupid lady!! Get the hell out of this room. You dummy dick head!!!! Shit. Dirty people. -_____- GET OUT!!!!! " sigaw ko at natataranta siyang tumakbo papunta sa pintuan. Bago niya mapihit ang door knob nagsalita ulit ako.
"Hey Booby bird!!!! What's your stupid name?"
"M-ica..." she said it habang nanginginig na parang basang sisiw. "M-michaela Swardson.." she repeat it.
"Nice name for a stupid lady.. hide your face, it's creepy.. get out and hide your ass coz' after a week I'll hunt you and You'll pay for what the fuck you did to me. do you understand?" I ask her with shut-the-hell-on look.
"y-ye--"
"What? You're making me wait you shiity organism. You have no choice anyway. Now run for your life you little shit!!!!! OUT!!!" with that she opens the door and run like a motherfucker.
"s-sir--"
"Now you fucking stupid nurse stop drooling.. Cut that before I get your dirty eyeballs out of your eye sockets.."
"sorry po.. itatanong ko lang po ang inyong pangalan po.."
"You don't know me? You dummy head!!!! ACE HARRIS!!!! NOw put that inside with your tiny brain. You bithch get out!!!!!" then once again she runs towards the door and left me wondering what the hell I can do with that little shit. She has a perfect place in my game table. tsk
---a/n: ahehe. wala lang hindi ko alam kung itutuloy ko to bahala na. xD
-EY-JEYRK
