wanderer

help me get motivated again

my head hurts.

i try to write a paragraph or two

with words that make other people feel things

that make me feel things

but the words slip out of my grasp

and i'm too distracted by shiny likes and comments

to try any harder.

50 likes? can i get 60?

maybe if i tweak the caption a little

follow this person, follow that

but it doesn't change 

how even writing a simple review

is so hard for my little brain

i can't put my feelings into words

i can't write metaphors and similes

about how this story makes me feel like i'm on a bicycle

and i'm cycling and cycling

but for some reason i can't get over the top of the hill

and when i do, i can't remember the journey there

i feel like writing this simple review

is equal to trying to make a pen sink in water.

even this poem that is not a poem

is all over the place.

tragic.