Promised

Heart Wants

Vanessa's POV

I Was About To Lie And Tell Him That I Wish Him And Talia The Best In their Relationship .. But He Kissed Me. With More Passion Than Ever Before I'll Tell You That . Normally Id Be Extra Naive And Push Him Away From Me . But It's Like My Brain Had No Say In My Actions It Was .. My Heart .

I Kissed Him Back As Soon As His Lips Pressed Against Mines And I Kissed Back Harder And With So Much Force And You Know Why . I Haven't Felt This Boy's Lips In An Entire Year . I Can Tell That He Wasn't Expecting This Reaction But .. My Heart Says .. I Love Him .

I Slowly Pulled Back With My Hands Still Cupping His Face When I Remembered Ross,Delly , And Laur Were Still Here . I Stared Into His Hazel Type Eyes For A Few Seconds Until I Parted Our Bodies Away From Each Other . "Um .. Did We Miss Something?" Laura Asked Confused . Probably Stunned That I Kissed Him So Willingly .

I Sighed . "Can You Guys Go Chill Out In the Living Room Please?" I Begged For Privacy . They Finally Rolled Their Eyes And Nodded Departing From The Room . "What Was That?" I Asked Riker . He Looked At Me Questionably. "No , What Was THAT." He Said Referring To My Actions .

"Why Did You Come Here?" I Asked . "Can We Talk About This Upstairs? It's Some What Private And Some What embarrassing ." He Said Biting His Lip Nervously . I Hesitated But Eventually Nodded Leading The Way To My Room.

Once We Entered And He Sat On My Bed I Just Sat On The Floor Looking At Him . "She Cheated On Me." He Confessed Looking Down . Cheated? I Was Shocked . How Do You Respond To Something Like That . "H-How Do You Know?" I Asked Quietly . "I Walked In Her House-" "How Does She Have A House Out Here In Denver?" I Asked Confused As Hell .

He Shook his Head . "Her Grandma Lives Out Here So She Was Staying With her Cause She Insisted To Come, Anyways .." He Said Beginning To Explain what Happened . And He Explained Every Detail . "Wow ..'' I Faintly Spoke. "But She Helped Me Realize Vanessa." He Said Fixing His Stare On Me. "Realize That She Doesn't Care?" I Said Immediately .

He Sighed . "No , She Told Me She Doesn't Deserve Me , That If Anyone Does It's You . Then she Asked Me If I Still Loved You ." He Said As His Voice Began To Crack . "What'd .. What'd You Say?" I Asked Nervously And Afraid Of The Rejecting Response .

"I'm Not Gonna Lie . My First Instinct Was No . But .. A Million Memories Flashed Through My Mind In A Matter Of Few Seconds. The Memory That You're My Bestfriend .. When I Figured Out I Was Crushing On You And Then It Turned Into Loving You . Everything Flashed Through My Mind." He Said . I Listened Intently Now . "And Thats When I Had Been Honest with Her And Especially Myself And Said .. Yeah I Do . I Do Love You still ." He Said Truthfully .

"But .. You Said You Loved Her." I Said Closing My Eyes . "Out Of Anger Nessa , And I Took Talia Back Because .. I was Trying To Feel Something Again ." He Said With A Pause And A Distant Look on His Face Before Turning His Head In My Direction .

"Nobody Makes Me Feel Like You Do Vanessa ." He Said Looking Down At His feet . God , I Love This Boy . He Just Poured His Heart Out To Me . My Icy Cold Heart Has Been Officially Melted And I Realized .. I Can't Be So Cold . I Love Him And I Never Stopped And I Never Will .

"I Just .. I Dont Know What To Do Anymore Ness . You'll Never Forgive Me, You Have Your Guard Up So High That I'll Never Even Stand A Chance Getting Through It ." He Said Still looking Down .

I Faintly Smiled And Stood Up . "Hey .." I Said Sympathetically . "Look At Me . Riker Look At Me ." I Said Grabbing His Face In my Hands . "You're Right , My Guard Was Up And I Though Id Never Forgive You For All Of This ." I Confessed . "People Make Mistakes Rike , Even The People That We Love ." I Said Emphasizing Love And Looking Deeply In His Eyes .

A Smile Began To Form On His Face And I Hesitated Not One Bit As I Connected Our Lips Together . He Placed His Hands On My Back Pulling Me Closer . I Smiled Into The Kiss As He Pulled Me Down On His Lap . He Pulled Away And Hugged Me Tight And Held Me Close . "God I Love You So Much." He Whispered . I Smiled Running My Fingers Through His Hair . "I Love You Too ." I Said .

He Grabbed Me And Through Me Back Gently On The Bed Causing Me To Laugh As I Pulled Him With me . He Stared Into My Eyes As He Leaned In . I Kissed Him hard As I Ran my Hand Over His Chest . "What Are You Up to Marano?" He Asked Smirking .

I Chuckled And Bit My Lip . "I Need You ." Is All I Said Before He Pulled His Shirt Off .

----------------------------

Ranessa! Yessssss , Finally I Know ^.^❤️❤️