Secret Sin (BOYxBOY)

Love takes it strides...

 Skylar's POV

                Well, gotta suit up for the party over at Jimmy’s.  Do not want to be fashionably late like I always am. Out of expected surprise, Mikey comes in saying: “Dude, we are going to be late for the party!” Alright, alright, I’m coming jackass. We leave for the party, and out of total random, I see him. The one that enticed me every time I look at his beautiful, ocean blue eyes caressed by his thick-black Ray-Bans.  I swear I am mesmerized by his presence.  The nerd that no one knows is hot except for me because I have seen him at his shows.  Yes, by shows, I mean runways and better yet, strip teasing.  Oh man, whenever I see his ass, I grow a boner the size of Mount Everest that is ready to explode any minute. He knows how to shake what his momma gave him and he makes bank every night…no wonder he has all those ones when he pays me at the student store when I am working there. He does not even have to touch me and I am ready to cum everywhere with all that snow, if you know what I mean. That takes skill dude.

By the way, I do not think he knows I am gay, because I have not really came out to anyone.  Everyone knows he is gay though…this could be a problem. I just do not know what my buddies and bros are going to think of me, the star quarterback on the football team, going gay for the nerd in the school, who is a model and male stripper, which is only a secret I know as well as his few friends he likes to keep close to his side.

           Back to reality Skylar, stop getting lost in his eyes.  I know there is this world deep in there that keeps me horny and crazy all the time, but I need to resist it.  But the hormones and love that we could make! If only.

                Who is that guy with him?! They seem to be pretty close. I need to investigate. But how? How am I going to escalate a response out of him.  Leo knows me, but I do not know if he knows knows me. You know? It is like you see someone in the hallway and say hello to them but do not really know who they are and what their life is really about, however I know a lot about him…I feel like a stalker. No, I am just his prince charming he just has not discovered yet. Yes, that is it.

                I ask Mikey who that guy with Leo is…he gives me a blank stare.  Forget I even asked him, he was too invested in his woman that quite frankly smelled like fish. Fucking gross! I think that is a reason why I am gay, sweaty balls turn me on.  Sweaty vagina, no thanks, I would rather go lick a toilet. 

                I see my friend Sarah over in the corner, I mean, common, this party is poppin.  I ask her the same exact question that Mikey aka asshole never even acknowledged. She says that it is his cousin visiting from another college an hour away.

                The very second I heard “cousin” my heart lifted onto cloud nine.  I still had a chance!!

                How am I going to get his attention though? I cannot ask for any of my friends help since none of them knew I was gay.  I have always had a girlfriend, but I soon realized I was cheating myself of a true, happy, joyous life.  I wanted a life with Leo, if only he knew.

Leo’s POV

                Kiki and I arrived to the party that was at Jimmy’s.  Yes, we arrived fashionably late too. That is how models do it, didn’t you know? Anyways…who do I see at the party? Yes, my sexy, buff, one hell of a piece of meat guy, Skylar.  My monster, the one I wanted to take me to bed and eat me alive! His scent drives me crazy and considering that we have been dancing for who knows how long, I am smelling his distinct smell.  The smell of his sweaty football balls, I just wanted to lick all that saltiness up like it was the only thing I had tasted my whole life.  But Skylar is with his roommate Mikey, somehow I need to not ditch my cousin Paul and get hooked up with Skylar. No, I need to take it slow, but wait, I am horny as fuck. Eh, fuck it. What happens, happens. 

                Why am I such a shy bastard? Maybe because I do not know if Skylar is gay, I can only hope, pray, anything…Everyone knows I am gay and to be frank, no one gives a shit.  Everyone is in college, they have better things to worry about.  Skylar does not think so.  He is a Division I football player, I can see why he may not be open about his sexuality. No one has seen him together with anyone since he got to college, but holy crap, he is so hot! His abs are so hard, I could wash clothes on them with pecks that any guy would have an orgasm if they got to touch them. And when he takes his shirt off, yes, I have seen his shirt off, swimming class last year.  Best experience of my life.  Him in a speedo is godly: I can see his cock caressed against the material like it is out there to be grabbed by none other than me.  I do want to grab it and rub it around in my wet cheeks, but I am not going to cause a scene, I just got to wait.

                Soon I see that Mikey has left to god knows where and Skylar is just chatting it up with some of his friends that he continually hangs out with. And my cousin and Kiki are where? Fuck it, they probably went to another house party, after all, we live in Las Vegas, there are parties everywhere.  So what am I going to do?  

                By this time I am drunk, however I can still retain what is going on.  Skylar, I think he had a few beers, but nowhere near the level of drunkenness as me.  I take another shot of Vodka. I think that is all I am going to have, got to stay functioning, I have class tomorrow, as it is only thirsty Thursday.  Oh college, a loving yet hateful relationship we have.

                I make my way up the stairs to the empty rooms, I need to lie down or else I am going to blackout and it is not going to be good at all. As I lay down I begin to nod off and soon begin to dream.  Dreaming of what you may ask? Skylar of course, who else would I be dreaming of? The man on the moon? Hell no.

                All of a sudden I get woken up by someone sitting at the end of the couch.  It took some time to realize who it was.  Then my clouded eyes and mind go back to sanity and there he is, the man of my dreams, at my feet.  I’m speechless. I literally have no words coming out of my mouth.  It is if my throat had been sucked of every last drop of moisture and I had no voice box.  Skylar took it away and now I got to get it back.

                “Hi Leo, are you okay? I noticed you went upstairs but nobody was up there and the people that you were with kinda just left you. Don’t worry I get it all the time, Mikey, my roommate is no exception.”

                My heart stops.  Did I just hear a sense of him caring? For me? Oh my gaga, I think I have found my other monster! I tell him that I am fine, just had a little too much to drink. 

                “Can I get you any food or water? I know that usually helps when I drink too much.”

                Oh, you don’t have to, I will be fine.

                “No, I insist. Just wait here, I will be right back.”