Louis pov
I can't believe he would say something like that about me. He means the world to me, he honestly does and I just feel like he's thrown all my love that I gave him back in my face. I was on my way back to my flat. Once I got back I headed straight for the bathroom and done something i haven't done in a while. Something that will ease the pain that's building up inside of me. I reached for the razor blade and pulled it across my skin. I done it again and again until my arm was numb and I couldn't feel the pain anymore and the blood was dripping onto the white tiles of the bathroom. Once I was finished I rinsed my arm under the cold water and it was stinging like a bitch but I deserved it. I deserved all the pain that I put myself through. Loving Harry Styles included. That was the biggest pain of all cause it was pain that was in my heart. A pain that would never fully heal unless he was beside me comforting me. But that's never going to happen and i need to except that. My arm was clean of all the blood and i got a bandage and wrapped it around my arm and then i went into the bedroom and climbed into bed and fell asleep.
The next morning.
*Beep* *beep* *beep* *beep*
"Ugh" I groaned as i shut my alarm off. I got out of bed and my arm started stinging again.
"Fuck." I mumbled in pain.
I got dressed in a pair of black skinny jeans, a black t- shirt and a black hoodie with my black Vans. I skipped breakfast and headed straight for school. I was wondering around the school grounds when i saw a familiar group of boys. I walked up to them.
"Hey" I said brightly trying not to show how broken I am.
"He doesn't want to speak to you." Niall said sourly.
"Please just let me explain." I begged.
"Just leave me alone." Harry whispered.
I took in his apperance. He looked like shit to be honest. His eyes were red and he was wearing all balck just like me.
"Please." I begged again.
"Can't you take a fucking hint and just go away." Niall said angrily.
I didn't say anything and just turned around and walked away without looking back.
A/N sorry for the short crappy chapter but i've kinda got writers block atm but i'll update as soon as i've got an idea. Thanks for reading. Love you my little cupcakes.
