Harry's pov
"I'm sorry" I said as I wiped my eyes
"No its fine" said Niall
"No. I'm sorry about everything. It's not fine. I took advantage of your feelings for me and i shouldn't have done that. You're such a good man and you deserve way better than me. The sooner you realize that the better." I said
"But I don't want anybody else. I know I sound greedy but it's true. But I also know that I can't have you because your heart belongs to Louis." Niall said upset
"You've gotta get over me Niall. I could never love you like you deserve " I said
"We could try" Niall said hopeful
"No, we can't cause i'll always be thinking about Louis even though he doesn't love me back." I said
"You say that I need to move on cause you can't love me the way that i deserve but you need to move on from Louis cause he can't love you the way he deserves and he's already proved that. Yet you haven't proved that you can love me the way that I deserve." said Niall
He's right but i don't want him to know that.
"I know that I can't cause like I said i'll always be thinking about Louis" I said hope that Niall would give up on ever having a relationship with me.
"So are you just going to give up on us like that huh?" Niall asked me
"There was never an 'us' to begin with. I only used you to try and get over Louis but that obviously didn't work." I said trying not to come off as a dick but probably failed.
"Fine. I guess this is goodbye then." said Niall as he slipped of my bed and found his clothes. They were scattered across the floor along with mine.
"Can we still be friends at least?" I asked in a desperate bid not to lose Niall forever.
"I don't know. I'll think about it." Niall said as he got dressed.
"Bye Harry" Niall said. Sadness was evident in his voice.
"Bye" I said. Once I heard the front door slam shut. I got out of bed and had a shower and then I went to sleep.
The next morning
I woke up to my alarm ringing through my room. Once I was fully awake I went to get a shower and got dressed for school. I chose dark blue skinny jeans and a white top with black Nike trainers. I went downstairs and was greeted with a glare from my mom.
"What's with the glare mom?" I asked
"I know what happened last night. With you and Niall. You had no right to treat him like that" My mom scolded me
"It's what's best for him mom. He deserves someone who loves him and that person isn't me." I told my mom.
"Why did you go out with him in the first place then if you knew that you couldn't love him like you think he deserves?" My mom asked me.
"i don't know mom ok? I was in a confused place and I thought that Niall could distract me from Louis but it obviously didn't work and in the process I lost one of my best friends" I said.
"So that's all he was to you. A distraction?" My mom asked me
I looked down ashamed and I nodded slowly.
"I don't know what to say to you Harry. I raised you to be better than this. I don't know what you've become. You're not the Harry that I know." My mom said to me. Disappointment clear in her voice.
"Mom" I said
"We'll have serious talk once you get home but right now you need to get to school." My mom told me
I nodded and got my bag and walked out of the house. Once I got to school everyone was glaring at me and whipsering about me. Even my so called friends were doing it.
"Why is everyone glaring at me? What have I done?" I asked Zayn, Liam and Niall as I approached them.
"You know full fucking well what you did you fucking player" Zayn said to me angrily.
I looked at Niall and he nodded. Confirming what i was already thinking.
"I messed up ok? I was in a confused place when I got with him. I wasn't aware of what I was letting myself in for. I know he is too good for me. I know that i don't deserve him. I know what i did is wrong and i'm not going to do it again. Can you all forgive me please?" I explained to the boys.
They all looked at each other like they were having a secret conversation in their minds.
"You really hurt Niall" Liam started "But we all know that you are a good guy and you didn't get with Niall with intentions of hurting him so we forgive you" Liam finsihed.
"Oh my god thank you all so much" I said and hugged them all. The hug between me and Zayn was awkward. I could sense that he didn't really forgive him. Maybe it's cause him and Niall ahve history and he still cares for him.
"Hey Harry. Could we umm talk please?" Louis voice asked from behind me.
I looked at Niall and he just give me a smile. Niall must have talked to Louis and told him everything that I told him last night.
"Ok" I said and followed him to behind the school.
Hey guys so umm I'm going out with some friends tomorrow so I don't know if I'll be able to update. It depends on what time I get back. So yeah just warning you just in case you were wondering. Thanks for reading. Love you my little cupcakes. Comment and vote please, it's much appreaciated.
