Let the damn walls break {Evil Twin Series}

Chapter #3 (not going anywhere)

Small filler to bridge to the next chapter.

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Andy ~

I brought her to her couch and grabbed a blanket from her bed, coming back out and covered her beautiful body, my fingers were begging me to touch...

Not yet you creep. I smiled to myself.

Rosalia passing out was kind of inevitable I guess. I could see her chest rapidly moving up and down. I didn't want this to happen. When she woke up she was going to be in the same state.

But I couldn't leave. I'd only make things worse for the both of us. I started this, I needed to go through with my plan. I had to get her to want to know me, to let me into her life noticed.

As previously stated, there were so many things that I loved about Rose but my pull to her was always indescribable, with words. When I'd go on tour with the band I was constantly thinking about her...worrying. But no one knew what she was to me. I called her a friend that I visited often.

I had a chance to get into a relationship with a woman I had met on warped tour in 2011 but I knew it would never work. I could never replace Rose. She'd always be there at the forefront of my mind.

I still pictured that frightened little 7 year old clinging to me for dear life after I rescued her from the neighborhood pervert. I always wanted to protect her.

Again, I had probably waited a ridiculous amount of time to actually reveal myself to her, but it wasn't until recently that I had become ready.

Sure, I was a creeper, a STALKER, a 'famous' rockstar as some people put it. But- I was extremely self conscious. I had my own self doubt issues. I was terrified of being rejected, it was hard for me to trust. I didn't have many close friends, if you could even call them 'friends.'

I didn't want to mess this up with Rose because no matter how badly I screwed up, I wouldn't be able to let go.

Rose ~

The moment my eyes opened, I knew Andy was still in my apartment. I could smell his intoxicating cologne.

He had me tucked comfortably on my couch in my favorite fuzzy blanket. Did he know it was my favorite?

I glance out the window and noticed how dark it had become. How long had I been out?

"Rose." His voice was low and even...cautious.

I stretched involuntarily and sat up, turning to look at him sitting across from me in my recliner. He had his leg crossed over his thigh and his foot was moving up and down, slowly. As soon as our eyes met, he took his head off of his hand and sat up straight.

I didn't know what to say. He was so enchanting. Those beautiful blue eyes shining in the dim light of my living room.

"It's ok Rose, you're ok."

"I-I don't know if I am actually.." I muttered, more to myself.

"Because you now know that I've been watching you." His statement held no emotion. It was just simply stated. Bluntly stated because it was obvious.

"How am I just supposed to get over that and act like you haven't been...stalking me? Why would you go through the trouble to ask me out and then break into my apartment Andy!? It doesn't make any sense." I barely had enough breath to form a sentence.

He leaned forward in his chair. "Do you know how much I care about you. How much courage it took for me to do this, knowing I'd scare the living s'hit out of you? It's not in my nature to watch people. Only you Rosalia. And if anyone ever hurt you, or even tried.." He didn't finish his sentence but I had an inkling of what he was going to say. I don't think he wanted to further scare me into thinking he was a psychopath.