Okay .... Where do i start? Stiles the one and only adorably awkward person. Yes , i have the biggest crush on him . Does he know? Of course not! I cant even say one word to him without making a complete freak out of my miserable self.
Every time i stare into his dreamy chocolate eyes i find myself losing in them , His perfect brown hair and his beautiful smile :) I cant handle it! Its to much perfection!
Malia , i know she is one of my closest friends but i have this side anger building up on her. Lately Stiles and Malia have been becoming really close , i mean closer then me and Stiles will ever be. It fills me with complete horror , thinking about them kissing or even being together.
I know i may sound a little crush crazy here , but i deserve stiles and i just cant let my stupid words fall out my mouth to say 'I love you' but i can scream and kill anyone i like . Ah how strange?
The other day i kissed Stiles , well ... Kind of. He was about to have a panick attack and i didn't know what to do! My heart was racing round and round like a racing car on a track, and my brain was filled up with complete blankness. I put my crispy white cold lips against his , his breathing pace started to return to normal and he was no longer freaking out. "WOAH!" he shouted "How did you do that?" Lifting himself of the ground but failing and instead he trips onto the floor . I laughed and gave a slight smile and didn't reply but inside i was filled with complete happiness and jumping up and down.
Stiles POV;
I saw her again, Lydia Martin. Her ginger nut glossy hair flowing in the breezy air.
"Wait ... whats happening?" *Breathes really loudly* "Lydia!!! , I THINK IM HAVING A PANIK ATTACK!" I shouted in my nervous crackling voice.
"HOLD ON , DO YOU HAVE AN INHALER?" She replied.
"YES , WAIT ITS NOT WORKING!" I said while gasping for air.
*Lydia kisses me*
*Breathing starts to lower to normal*
"Woah!" I said , "How did you do that?"
I started to lift myself of the ground but being the clumsy idiot i am i fell accidently onto the ground. She laughed her head of and smiled back at me like and angel saving my life. I have feelings for her but i also have feelings for Malia ... My lifes becoming a mess.
YOU ARE READING
Alone.
Fiksi RemajaLiving in a unnatural world . Beasts and beyond and becoming one of your worst fears. Going through school and strange journeys through the darkness. Slowly losing hope of everyone you admire.
