: It isn't a memory but it was a dream I had about her where we were together cuddling and I remember grabbing my pillows and blankets and cuddling up on them imagining it was her because I had no one at the moment so I needed her. So I wrote down a letter stating that I had a crush on her so that I didn't have to physically say it whem I was going to tell her best friend. But, I burned it because I realized she had a boyfriend so I was upset. I cried for a while because I thought maybe I'd never be with her but I wanted to so badly because she was the most wonderful person I ever met. I started making plots in my mind of how everything would go down If I ever asked her and gave up on doing so for about 3 months. I didn't choose to do so too early. So I waited even more.
