: My second most special memory is when we were in school and the night before, thurday 19th, I promised her I'd give her a hug when I saw her so I was eating lunch with my friends and J went to go look for her so when I saw her I went up and hugged her. It was an amazing hug. It felt so warm and good. I wanted to keel hugging her all day but I couldn't so when we stopped hugging I wanted to kiss her but I remembered I shouldn't and I didnt but I felt the urge to just pull her in a kiss her. I felt happy and excited when I hugged her because it was the most amazing hug I ever had got given by anyone. I remember walking to my 7th period and thinking about that hug for the rest of the week. I kept replaying it in my head. Most days, I spoke with her over the summer. It made my days lighter. Everyday I fell more in love. Morning to Night I felt like If I didnt speak with her, I'd be too lonely. I felt like kt was a good time to ask her to date me but then one day when I was swimming, she told me she wamted to cry because her boyfriend broke up with her and I felt like going to her house and giving her a long, warm hug....but that wouldnt be possible. So I didnt.
