: My next memory is of when we were on a trip to Universal and I was with her and some friends and I remember finally talking to her for like the first time. I was really nervous and I felt like she kinda already found out Inhad a crush on her but I didn't know so I kept talking. Once I finally had got trust to speak freely I did the best I could to make her laugh and smile by saying jokes. I didn't succeed most likely but at some times she did smile or laugh so I felt kinda happy about that. I told her best friend that I had a crush on her and she was kind of surprised. Then later in the day I felt the urge to say how I feel once again, but I couldn't so I was just really upset and freaking out of what I'd do. At the end of the day I was alone with her best friend and started freely expressing to her how I felt about my crush and felt light after. Once the day ended I couldnt stop thinking of how much fun I had and the main reason I had fun is because I was with my crush.
