A Day To Remember.......

Another Chance

I've given Jeremy another chance to be apart of my life. Our baby's life.

Today is the day I will find out the sex of my baby. I've never been so nervous. Meeting my idols isn't the same. Especially seeing how my life's been turned out..actually having a relationship Jeremy; singer of A Day To Remember, not only that but having his baby. its insane. A totally dream. Every fan girls dream. I was living a normal, shitty life like any teenager. Who would've thought my life would turn out this way? I never deserve it. Never deserve anything thats happened. I don't deserve Jeremy or being with him. But after these couple of months, I never felt so in love with someone ever. I've loved Jeremy before but it became more stronger now that I've got to know him personally. This is really all a dream and doesn't make sense as to why this would happen to me. Out of all people...why me? I know soon enough..everything will bite me in the ass one day. And I'm prepared for it. Cause I know that this shouldn't be my life.

I walked into the bathroom, staring at my belly.

"Fuuuck. I can't believe this.." i took a deep breath, pulled my shirt down and headed out.

Once I walked out of the bathroom, I saw Jeremy standing by the door.

"You've gotten so big.." He whispered staring at my belly.

I didn't know what to say. I just looked down and wrapped my hands around my belly as if I was hold my baby.

"Can I..?" Jeremy said as he walked closer and I backed up a little.

"Do you not trust me..?" he asked. I looked at him, "Its not that..just..i dont know..this is the first you're going to do this..I'm nervous.." I whispered.

"Please..? It'll mean the world to me" He whispered.

I decided to let him. He is the father of my child..

"Okay..but only for a minute! Longer than that, I'll kick you!" I said nervously.

Jeremy chuckled, "Anything that'll make you feel better Princess.."

Fuck how can he be this way. Its making me get butterflies.

I walked towards Jeremy and he seemed nervous.

"What's wrong?" I asked

"Is it going to hurt you?"

"The baby??" I giggled.

"W-well yeah..they kick dont they?" he responded

"Of course they do. But it doesn't hurt." I said.

Jeremy looked down and was slowly reaching his hands out.

I grabbed his hand to get it over with and placed it on my belly.

Once I did that, shocks just went through my body.

"Woah.." he whispered. Jeremy started to giggle. "Wow..I can't believe this.."

I couldn't help but smile.

Jeremy got more comfortable and carefully but his ear to my belly.

"Hello? Baby? Its daddy.." Jeremy said.

Without a heartbeat, our baby kicked.

Jeremy looked at our hands, then back at me, "Was that..?"

I nodded and smiled.

A huge smile formed on Jeremy's face and he kissed our hands where the baby kicked.

"Is it a boy or girl?" he asked.

"I'm about to find out. Which means I have to get going." I moved Jeremy's hand and walked away.

As I approached my car, Jeremy stood in front of me in an awkward state.

"You..can come with if you want.." I whispered

Jeremy's face lit up, "Really? Can I drive you?? Let me drive, please?" he asked.

"Sure" I smiled. We got in car and headed to the hospital.

*Hospital*

"Ready?" I asked Jeremy.

"Whenever you're ready" He smiled

"Karen Mckinnon?"

Jeremy turned to me and I didn't have the nerve to look at him. I was too shy and embarrassed.

We stood up and followed the nurse.

Once we entered the room, I laid down on my back and stared at the ceiling.

"Let me go get your file. I'll be right back." The nurse said and walked out of the room for a moment.

An awkward silence was in the room.

"McKinnon huh?" Jeremy chuckled.

"S-shut up-"

"It sounds perfect.."

I looked at Jeremy with shock. He looked back at me and smiled.

Slowly, I sat up and leaned in. And so did he.

Slowly. We got closer. And closer. Lips just inches apart.

"Okay!" The nurse bursts into the room without knocking.

Quickly Jeremy backed away. He backed away too quickly and knocked over a couple of blinds

"Sorry.."

I couldn't help but giggle.

"No worries. Shall we get started?" The nurse said.

As the nurse got the everything ready, Jeremy came to my side and waited patiently.

"Alright, this is going to be a bit cold"

I was so nervous, my heart was beating out of my chest. I grabbed a hold of Jeremy's hand and felt the cold gel on my belly. 

"You see that? Thats the head, little arms..nad that little flicker there is the heartbeat..." The nurse went on and on till She said what I was waiting for. "Congratulations, its a girl!"

"Fuck" I whispered.

She took a shot of the ultrasounds and handed me the photos and paper towels, "You have a wonderful day. And congratulations to your baby girl" She smiled. "Thank you.." I whispered as I cleaned myself. And we let ourselves out. 

The ride home was the worst part. It was just quiet, and awkward..till we finally made it home.

"A girl.." Jeremy whispered. "I never felt so happy..I feel so proud.." 

Suddenly I felt his hand on my thigh. I looked at him and he looked back at me, "I love you so much.." 

My eyes widen, in shock. 

Jeremy hesitated and leaned in closer, slowly. He slowly turned his head and closed his eyes, I did the same, my eyes fluttered shut and I can feel his lips inches away.

Our lips touched and my heart was beating out of my chest. I was getting butterflies, shocking flowing threw my body. Our kiss felt like fireworks..

Jeremy pulled away, resting his head againsts mine, looking down at my belly. He placed his hand on my belly, "You're my future, the reason I'm so happy...You're the light that gets me through the darkness..I promise I won't let anybody hurt you.."

Jeremy is the father of my baby girl...I believe I made the best decision..