Finding My Way

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Karen's P.O.V.

"You're..pregnant.." Jeremy whispered.

I let out a deep breath, "Yes.."

Jeremy looked at me, turned away and stormed towards the door

"W-wait! Where are you going?!" I shouted as I blocked the door.

"Where else?! That fucker got to you before I did! That should be my baby you're having!!!" Jeremy yelled trying to get past me.

"Jeremy stop!" I shouted.

"Karen move out the fuckin way! I don't want to hurt you! Just let me deal with this fucker!!"

"No!"

Jeremy stop and was thinking about something. He noticed my bedroom window and went for it.

"Jeremy stop! There's no need for you to do this!!" I grabbed his arm.

"Why not?!"

"You're overreacting! And you didn't let me finish! Please Jeremy, if you really came back for me...then listen to me.."

Jeremy's eyes soften and held my hand..

"Hurry up..I'm ready to leave this place and murder that fucker."

"Why are you so angry if its his? Wouldn't you be happy for me? Even if its with someone else??" I asked

"No" Jeremy said, looking out the window. "I can't.."

I looked at Jeremy, confused, and tightened his grip on my hand.

"How can I be happy for you? I can't be happy if you're having someone else's baby. Having a better life, someone else making you happy. You want me to stand by and watch the girl I love get married, have a child, and you expect me to be happy for you? I cant stand by and let that happen. Because that should be me. That should be me becoming a father. Having a baby with you, standing at the alter waiting for you to walk down the aisle in a beautiful gown and thinking..'Wow...she's going to be my wife..'. Even better, having a beautiful baby that looks like you..I will be so blessed if he or she becomes just like you...I want you back so badly. I don't know if you believe but.."

Jeremy got down on his knees and held my hands.

"Please be mine..I can't go on without you. I'm not bullshitting anything. I need you Karen. I know I'm so late to try and apologize for all the things I've done, but hear me out when I say this.." he whispered and looked up at me.

"Marry me.."

"You got to be kidding.." I asked

"I know this is crazy but please..I need you.."

"No..Jeremy you can't just walk in and out of my life just like that.."

Jeremy got back on his feet, "Are you saying you don't want me back? Weren't you JUST crying about missing me 10 minutes ago??" Jeremy said.

"Can we please..start over..give me time..?" I asked in a whisper.

"Fine..I can deal with that.." He whispered and laid down on my bed. "Lay with me..?" he asked.

I joined him and eventually fell asleep.


Giving Jeremy this chance will hopefully open our eyes and see if we're truly meant to be like Jeremy said himself..I hope I'm not making another mistake..

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