SSA M. STILINSKI

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STILES STILINSKI
I couldn't stop moving.  My ADHD kicking in because of my nerves. I hadn't been back to BH since last year secretly for my father and Melissa's wedding and just before that, Liam and Hayden's. But only my dad, Melissa, Liam, and Hayden knew I was there. I wasn't ready to face the pack. I can still imagine their hateful glares and mean words.

FLASHBACK seven years ago

I paced nervously. I knew for a while now that they didn't need me anymore. I just slowed them down. I don't see why though. They need all of the help that they can get. I mean Derek just left town, wouldn't that mean you would want another person to help in anyway possible after losing one of your smartest and strongest members? I finally got into my jeep and headed to Scott's. I pulled into the driveway and took in a deep breath. I knew they were kicking me out. I over heard them today in the library. I swore to myself that I was going to keep my emotions hidden.

OVER present

Basically I walked in and caught him with Malia (my girlfriend at the time).  They were basically eating each other and when they pulled away and saw me, they didn't even look sorry. I remember just scoffing at them and flipping them off. I didn't get far when Scott started following me and said to me, with fake pity in his voice,
"Sorry dude. Malia said that you guys weren't working out and unfortunately.... neither is you in the pack."

I shook my head to rid my mind of the unhappy memories. I tried to sit still since Olivia was sleeping on my chest. Hotch let her come since it will have been the first time my dad has seen her and her babysitter and my mother-in-law were sick.  I felt somebody come sit by me. I turned and saw Reid.
"You gonna be alright with this?" He asked me, a concerning look in his eyes.
I sighed and looked out of the window, "Yeah, I mean I was going to have to face them soon enough."I scratched my scruff and ran a hand through my hair, "But I guess it's alright because I get to see my dad and Melissa. I miss them." I turn back to him and give a slight smile.
"Wait you're from California?" Morgan asked, moving to sit in front of us. "Yep. But it wasn't like how you'd expect it to be. You're surrounded by forrest, animal attacks become a normal thing, no beaches, basically the furthest thing from paradise. It especially sucks when your girlfriend of a year and a half cheats on you with your ex best friend, who you stayed in school for. I could have graduated a year earlier than I did if I hadn't been so loyal to a friend who I trusted my life with." I leaned back and groaned quietly. Morgan laughed at me, "Well, kid it seems like you don't want to go back."
" I really don't..." I said back running a finger over Olivia's cheek.