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Chapter 3

Argh!My head hurts really bad.I feel something soft against my body.I slowly opened my eyes trying to adjust to the surroundings.I looked down and saw that i was on the bed.How did even reach the bed?I dont recall reaching the bed.I thought I was on the the floor.I looked toward the place where i was suppose to be.There was a sea of blood and trailing of it towards the bed.Suddenly i remembered the incident that happened yesterday.I raised my hand towards my forehead and touched the wounded place. I winced and noticed that my whole forehead was covered in bandage. I laid down still and staring at walls wondering about my parents. God! They came in this room with full of joy but their hearts were shattered because their only daughter didnt remember them. I sat up and held my head as i spilling all the guilt through my eyes. They might not even come back for me. What have I done? My tears came out like a waterfall, my body shook like an earthquake and my heart was in a pit of darkness away from light. I looked over to my side table trying to find something to put me put of my misery. There was beautiful vase in which different types of colorful flowers painted on it. I grabbed the vase and kept looking at it. Who wants a daughter who does not remember their parents and cant remember anything? I closed my eyes and tightened my grip on the vases. I took deep breathes. Who wants a daughter who breaks their parents heart? I will put of their misery for having a daughter like me? I hit the vase against my forehead with a great force and i kept on doing. Ignore the pain! I have to do this ! Blood dripped from forehead and my hair was also covered in blood . I hear the door clicked open and someone grabbed my wrists. Doctor Brian was trying to stop me. No! I trying to break free from his grip.
Doctor Brain yelled at me"Stay still !"
I ignored him and kicked my legs against his stomach . He removed his hands and I kept hitting my head .

" Nurses! Come here!"

The doctor and many nurses held my arms tight beside my body. I struggled and they held my legs too. They cuffed my arm and legs on tothe bed.
I yelled" Let me go! Please! Let me put out of their misery! Let go!" I tried to move, hitting my head against the pillow . Doctor Brian came with an anesthesia . My eyes widened

" No! Please don't !"

I was sobbing and he struck the needle in to my neck. Now i felt drowsy and numb. I tried to stay awake and kept on struggle. But i couldnt keep up with it for long. At last , i passed out.
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I stirred in the bed. I scrunched my forehead and slowly opened my eyes. The bright light hit my eyes , I closed it back . I try to raised my hands to rubbed my eyes but my hands and legs were bounded against the bed. I opened my eyes and looked down at my hands. They were tied up. I put my head back on to the pillow and sigh. I heard the door open and close with a click. I closed my eyes not wanting to look at the person who came in. I heard someone gasped. I felt a relief as my hands and legs untied. I opened my eyes and saw Susan shocked face. I chuckled and said

" Came to see a crazy broken patient?"

" Tessa what happened ?"

She grabbed my hand and looked straight into my eyes.

" Dont waste your free time for this mad girl. Go! Live your life!"

" Tessa why are you saying this? What happened?

" I remembered my parents and i tried to kill myself to free them and everyone from my misery."

She frowned and was in deep in thought. Suddenly she squealed

" You are getting your memories back!"

I huffed like i care that im getting my memories. She noticed why i did that.

" Tessa, you are not broken or crazy. We are all happy to help you. Your parents love you sooo much . They will come to check up on you. You should appreciate it. Killing yourself wont help anything . You are just trying to hurt your parents .Dont take things in a negative way."

I stayed silent and i heard her sigh

" Tessa think about it okay? Think before you do something like this. Question yourself that what im doing is right or wrong?"

With that she left the room and I was left alone in an empty room . I kept on replaying what Susan said.

Trying to kill myself was right or wrong?

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