i can't ohmygod.
at this point, im starting to regret liking him.
either I'm falling out of love or im so numb to him not paying attention to me that I finally snapped out of it and all of a sudden it hurts.
a lot
at this point, he probably hates me, like c'mon there's this girl you probably don't like nor know whatsoever who won't stop pestering you with hi's but you gotta be nice and say it back even though you don't want to. at all.
I can feel him looking at me but with such annoyance in his eyes- ugh it's her
I wanna talk to you fucking shit but now I don't want to.
I wanna give up.
there's probably a lot of girls who like him and I'm one of them, but he could care less about me when I care do much about him.
why.
val
YOU ARE READING
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Randomwhen the author decides to tell the public her thoughts (copyright! these are literally my feelings!) ~ "welcome back to me screaming: aaAAAAAH"