young forever

::cancer? really?::

Jackson's POV:
                                   "Hold up kids, let's get you all to shower first okay? Oppa can you shower each of them? I'll pack up our stuff" NaRa smiles. She had her hand on her forehead though. She seems well, I hope she is too. She had a bit of a hard time to get up, but she still managed too. All of a sudden though. She had to hold on to the wall.

                                     "JAGI! Are you okay?!" I asked, worried that she might be sick.

                                     "Yea, I'm okay, don't worry about me." NaRa smiles, I trusted her, and hurried the kids to go upstairs and pick out their outfits. When I came down to check on NaRa......she was on the floor. Unconscious. What just happened. No please, please let her be okay. I ran up to her, laying her on my lap.

                                    "NaRa! JAGI ARE YOU OKAY?!" I asked, shaking her to see if she would respond. But I didn't get any respond. Tears suddenly fell down my cheeks. I quickly called the ambulance......

Please be okay NaRa.......I learned......that I ......can't......live......without.....you.........

                               We arrived at the hospital, the doctors came outside her room with a disappointed look. "I'm very sorry Mr. Wang but um, Ms. Lee has brain cancer, stage 3." the doctor said, unable to make eye contact with me.

                               Did I just hear....that....the woman I love......and the only woman I will love.......is about to die.....because of fucking cancer. "No, no, no, no I think you diagnosed her wrong. She's so healthy how can she get that?!" I exclaimed, punching the wall and starting to tear up in the crowded hallway where many were also weeping for their loved ones.

                                "Her family has a history of brain cancer, their life span is usually to about 40 if they're lucky then maybe 50 or even 60. I'm really sorry." he pats my back, trying to comfort me.

                                "How about treatments?"

                                "The only option we have is surgery, and it's only possible if the cancer cells did not spread all over her body. And we have to do it as soon as possible. Are you her guardian?"

"Yes. I'm 18 so I'm pretty sure I can be a guardian right? But we still have to call her parents, they should make the decision." I said. I saw two figures walking towards us, JungKook and Eunwoo.

"Appa what's going on? What happened to Noona?" Eunwoo asked. Appa? "Oh Hyung you're here? What happened?"

"Wait.....is the doctor....."

"Hello son-in-law, I'm NaRa's father and her doctor." the doctor laughed and held out a hand.

"Omo annyeong haseyo father in law. I'm Jackson. I'm sorry for the scene there, I'm really—"

"It's okay son, I actually tested you back there," tested me? I gave him a confused look. What now? "NaRa doesn't actually have cancer, she just fainted because It usually happens to her a lot. Especially under a lot of stress. But she's fine."

I fell to my knees in satisfaction, "Thank you so much! I don't know what I would do if she actually had cancer!"

                        "I like you for my daughter Jackson, I hope you don't break my trust and I hope you guys really are married in real life, I would love to have you as my son in law" he smiled and gave me a hug.

                           "Thank you so much father in law, don't worry, once we're both adults, I'll definitely marry her!"

"What's all this commotion out here?" NaRa said as she rubbed her eyes, walking to us with a big smile on her face. I hugged her, so tight she can feel my broad chest and I can feel her heart pounding against mine.

                         "You found a good man NaRa" Father in law smiles. It made me feel a sense of relief, phew. Her dad don't hate me, in fact he likes me.

                            "I did Appa." she replied and held my hand. "I'm never gonna let go of this hand, ever."

                            I looked at her, smiling as I kissed her hand, "I won't ever let you down love."

                              Just then the kids came into the room, "we have a family" the twins said. And that's when I knew this was real, this isn't for show, this is genuine, this is us.