My Angel

chapter 1

Leona: She is a 17 year old girl who has dark brown hair blue eyes and is skinny but she thinks she is fat. she is also friends Niall Horan and they have been friends since she was 14 years old. She has been self harming for about a year now. And Niall doesn't know about her self harm.

*Just getting up on a Saturday*

Ring Ring went my phone next to me I grabed my phone and answerd it and to my suprize it was Niall calling me and asking me if I wanted to come over later that day to watch movies and just be lazy with him. I desisted that I would go over later I would come over in about a hour from now which was only 9:30 which was way to early for me. I got out of bed and went over to my closet and grabbed just a plain gray t shirt and my pair of yoga pants and I walked over to my bathroom and I turned on the shower and let it run for awhile. As I started taking off my shirt on my stomach their were cuts all over some were fresh cuts that I did last night and some were just scares of old ones that I did. I finally got in the shower and as I did the cuts that were fresh from last night started to sting but I got use to the stinging after a few minutes then i started washing me hair and then after I got done washing my hair i get out and got dressed. Then I started doing my hair witch was a bun after I got my bun just right i put on my bracelets to cover up my cuts and scars on my wrist and arm. After i was done with everything i grabbed my phone and keys and i got up it to my truck and drove to Niall's house and pulled up into his driveway and i got out of the truck and locked it and then i walked up to the door and nocked and rang the door bell at the some time just to be a butthead. He then opened the door and said wow was that really necessary to ring the door bell and nock on the door at the same time. I just smiled and said yes it was because you take to long to answer the door and i got bored and are you going to let me in or are we just going to talk out side all day? Niall just started laughing about what i just said and he opened the door all the way and swung his arm letting me know that i could come in so i walked in and went strait to the couch and i took up almost all the space on the couch their was only about a inch or so left on the couch. Then niall came in and said move your big butt out of the way so i can sit down on my OWN couch! I just smiled and shook my head no so niall picked up my legs and sat down where they were and then he placed my legs on his lap then he asked me what movie we should watch and I told him can we watch a good old Disney movie like mulan which is my favorite movie. He got up to go check if he had it in his movie stack which I didn't think he would have but to my surprise he had it in their which made me really really happy. He put the movie in the player and then walked away then I heard the microwave open and then closed again and about a couple minuets later the microwave beeped again and then he came out and had two waters and a big bowl of popcorn for us which I acted excided but really I didn't want any of it because if I did eat any of it then I will just gain weight and even be more fat than I already am but I desisted just to take a hand full of popcorn and it well last me almost all the movie. Then we started watching the movie

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  *5 hours later *

I woke up to having niall tickling the bottom of my feet so I kicked him without thinking because I was still half asleep and I looked up at him and he was holding his eye with his hands and just laughing at what I just did. I got up and followed him down the hall to his bathroom were he was look at his eye. Then it hit me I still haven't apologized for kicking his so I tell him i'm sooooo sorry for kicking you are you ok ? He just smiled at me and told me yea im fine but I learned my lesson not to tickle you In your sleep because this is what happens. I just started laughing and told him yea that is what you get for tickaling my feet O what time is it? He took out his phone and said it was almost 7 why dose it matter  you can spend the night here if you want it dosent matter to me I have 4 bedrooms that you can sleep in so just ask if you can spend the night here. I pulled out my phone and started calling my mom but it just went to voice mail so I just told her that I was going to spend the night over at Niall's house tonight and then I hung up. well it looks like im spending the night here my mom can get mad at me if she wants to but I want to stay here tonight I just need to go out to my truck and go and get my pjs that I keep in there do you want to come with me to my truck and get them? He got up from were he was stiting on the couch and started walking with me to the the truck and then we got out to the truckn and I unlocked it and I pulled the frount seat forwords and I graped my pjs from the back then I pulled me seat back and when I looked up niall somehow had my phone and he figured out my password and was taking selfies on my phone like a retard How did you get my phone and stop taking selfies on it when I said that to him he kinda jumped because he didn't know that I was looking at him and then he tarted walking over and then he was standing really close to me and then he took a photo of the too of us and it acualy turned out really good and then he sent the picture of ou to his phone and then handed my phone back to me then he pulled out his phone as we started back into the house and then ont his phone he had our picture and was making it his lockscreen. Then Niall said do you like it I love this picture of us. I just said Yes I love it I think im going to do the same with my phone. Then i reached into my back pocket were my phone is and then went to my gallery and went to the picture of the two of us and then put it as my lockscreen. Then I got up and walked into the bathroom where I was going to put on my pjs when i got to the bathroom I shut the door and locked it of course and then I changed into my pjs witch is a pair of sweat pants and just a gray t-shirt. After I got done changing into them I left the bathroom and walked back to the living room. I layed down on the couch with my feet in nialls lap then niall turned on the TV and he turned it to my favorite show of all time which is Vampire Diaries but the episode that was on was one I had already seen but its still fun to watch it so I sat there and watched it. by the time it got over I was ready to go to bed so I got up and asked niall witch bedroom I was going to sleep in and he said the one up stairs and the first door to the left mine is on the right if you need anything just come in or just shout what ever works best for you. I smiled and said don't worry ill shout if I need any thing. Then I went up the stairs and went to the first door on the left and went in there when I walked in there was a qween bed and a flat screen tv to. I walked over to the bed and pulled back the covers and layed down and pulled the covers up and fell asleep.

A.N sorry this took me so long to write I've had homework and i am studding for finals so I hoped you liked this book so far I will try and update soon but theirs no promises. can you guys leave comments about what you think I just want to know how im doing because some people say im horrible at writing but o well so please vote and comment :)