My Angel

Chapter 2

         *Leona's POV*

I woke up the next morning at 10 to the smell of bacon cooking so I got out of bed and grabbed a blanket that was on top of all the other blankets which im pretty sure it wasn't there when I went to bed last night but I put the blanket around me and then opened the door and went down stairs were the smell of beacon was stronger than in the bedroom. I walked into the kitchen and saw niall cooking some eggs and bacon but he was ONLY in a pair of sweats. I said morning did you put this blanket on my bed last night. He just smiled and said morning to and yea you looked cold so I put that blanket over you I made some breakfast for us you can help your self to anything you want there is some chocolate milk in the in the fridge if you want some. i shook my head and said ok but do you have any apple juice i kinda love apple juice and i will be so happy if you have any but if you don't then its fine. He opened the fridge door and went to the bottom container to the right and pulled out a huge container of apple juice and handed it to me an smiled  then went back to cooking some more bacon for us. I went over to the counter and got a plate from the cabinet and I put a couple eggs on my plate and some bacon on my plate to then I got a cup from the other cabinet and pored some apple juice in to it. I walked over to the table after I got every thing that I wanted witch im going to regret later on because im probably going to gain at least 3 pounds from this great just what I need im already fat as it is. I got snapped back to the present by niall waving his hand in front of my face and saying Aren't you going to eat your food that I made its getting cold if your not going to eat it ill eat it for you but I just wanted to ask you what did you want to do today? I just said  no im not really that hungry right now if you want to you can eat it and i think i need to get home. He grabbed my plate and put some of the food on his plate and then put the rest of it in the fridge. As he ate his food I went upstairs and got dressed and made the bed. but as I was in the room I started thinking of my blades at home that were in my room and under the bathroom counter and how bad I wanted the blade across my skin and have the blood bead up on the new cuts. I really wanted to cut now but I can't because im at Niall's house but i would be home in about another hour and when I do get home im running straight up stairs and in the bathroom to cut. After i finished making the bed i walked over to the bedroom door and walked out and headed down stairs to say goodbye to Niall. As i got down stairs i found Niall laying on the couch so i went up to him and gave him a hug and told him that im going to go home so niall said well ok thanks for staying the night and be careful on your way home. I just shook my head and crabbed my truck keys and walked to the door and waved to niall and opened the door and walked out and headed to my truck and hoped in and took off and headed home.

__________________________

*when i got home*

I pulled up into my driveway and got out and went inside my house. I went strait upstairs and into the bathroom and locked the door. I bent down under the sink and grabbed my blade and got up and set it down on the counter then took off my shirt and pants and then grabbed my blade and sat down on the cold bathroom floor. With my blade in my right hand i placed it on my left wrist and dug down and made a deep cut and then i  did several more deep cuts then i did some baby cuts on my thighs and some more on my wrist. I then put down my blade on the ground and i looked at the messed i just made and whispered oh well its not like anyone cares about me anyways. I went to grab a rag to clean up the blood but i just got to dizzy and fell down on the ground again. I looked down at my wrist to see it was gushing blood and i just kinda smiled and thought maybe this will be the end maybe i will get to leave this place for good. with all the energy i had left i sat back up and leaned against the wall and closed my eyes and prayed that i wound never walk up.

____________________________________________________________________________________

Im so sorry guys that its taken my this long to update this book i just got way to over whelmed with school and i didn't have much free time to do a lot of stuff but i will try to update about every chance i get because im now on summer break. I hoped you liked this chapter ill update soon.