Loving Hatred

The girl and her beautiful lies

She sits and she squabbles. She notices them sitting there. They're happy, they laugh, and they're sweet together. This sickens her, depresses so much more than she already is. She talks to him once she catches him alone. He's so nice and he's so sweet and she wants him. She seduces him into falling in love with her. He leaves his so called lover so that these two can be together. She seems happy with him; but happiness is only temporary. She soon becomes drenched with guilt for her actions. She starts to push him away, hoping the guilt and anger at herself will fade, and she forced him out the door that is her life. She can't stand the feeling of regret in which she is currently feeling, which is being pushed upon her, ripping her open, tearing into her as if she were a baby Giselle being ripped into shreds by a  large, powerful, hungry coyote. She's alone and soon realizes that it is much better this way, not only for her, but those around her. She hopes that one day to find happiness once again, one day she will love once more. Even if she is the girl with the beautiful lies.