She couldn't stop thinking about him.
The last thing on her mind before going to sleep would be him and the first thought when she wakes up would be him.
It was always him, always has been and always will be.
Oh how badly did she want to confess her love for him, but she never did.
She kept her mouth shut for the sake of their friendship.
But the more she hid her feelings, the more they grew. She was scared that keeping all this feelings to herself would destroy her.
So she told him. She told him that she loves him, she always will, no matter what.
And him being the nice best friend he was, didn't reject her.
Scared she would be hurt, he said he feels the same way.
And she knew he was lying.
But she didn't care, she didn't care because she finally had him, he was hers finally.
She knew it would destroy her in the end. But she didn't care because she had him right now and right now was all that mattered.
And as the days went by, they stopped talking. She didn't know what was wrong..she didn't know if it was something she had done or said, but all she knew was the end was near.
It was breaking her inside, but she was the one who chose to take the risk, and now she was facing the consequences of it.
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Bloody hell, I almost cried writing this. Why am I such a emotional bitch lol fml
Anyways I have to admit, I'm really proud of this❤️
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Stay strong my lovely fighters❤️
