The Twilight Diaries/Twilight And TVD Crossover [ discontinued ]

-Twenty One-

Angela
I looked over at Luke's dead body, Jo was trying to wake him up but she knew he was dead. I turned my head to look at Kai he was smirking because he won he was the new leader of the coven. I don't understand how he could that and not care. I thought he was different. I thought I could save him from this darkness he's in, but now I know he's too far gone. Kai looked over and saw me.


"What are you doing here?" he said pointing at me.

"I went to see how you were doing, you know when you had poison running through your system. I fell asleep and when I woke up you were gone so I went out to look for you." I said taking a step closer.


"Well you found me." that stupid smirk returned to his face.


"How do you do that?" I asked him wanting to know the answer.


"How do I do what?" he said crossing hid arms.


"How do you do something like this and not feel guilty? have you ever even felt an emotion before? you can't just kill someone and not feel bad about it." I said.



"Well you see Angela I don't feel guilty that I killed Luke or that I killed my brothers and sisters and you know why it's because I don't care." he said taking a step closer to me.

I still don't understand why doesn't he care. He's like a puzzle and I can't find any pieces that match. I looked over and saw Jo she was staring at the both us.


"Come on Kai you care. I bet right now you feel guilty, I bet right now you think everything I'm saying is true. Just let somebody fix you. Let somebody in." I said in a calm voice.



"I don't let anybody in, and I sure as hell don't need fixing!" he yelled



"Why not! huh, you afraid you'll let somebody in and then they would leave. Please just tell me, please let me fix you." I yelled back



"How can you fix me when your not fixed yourself!"


I took a step back and took in his words. They were true but I just didn't realize it until now. How could I fix anybody if I wasn't fixed myself? I never realized how broken I am until he pointed it out, but how could he tell?


"Your right how could I fix someone if I'm not fixed myself? it would be hard because I wouldn't know what to do. For all I know I could just make it worse. I always make everything worse, I always mess up everything. Thank you Kai for pointing it out. Thank you for noticing how broken I am, thanks for actually noticing it when nobody else did thank you." I felt tears streaming down my face.

Kai looked like he wasn't expecting I was going to say that, but he just stood there, so did Jo. They weren't even bothering to say something anything. I looked back in forth at them before zooming away wanting to be alone.