♡Rude| Bell AU♡ [completed]

Chapter TwentyNine| King (2/3)

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Bianca

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"Bee... I need to ask you something serious..."

I sat the almost empty tub of ice cream down looking at her she had worry plastered on her face I looked at her with no emotion, "Go ahead..." I said looking straight into her brown eyes she took a deep breath,

"Do you... Do you think maybe... Maybe you aren't sick?" I bit my lip thinking about the question. What she mean not sick... I'm sick. I have to be there is no possible explanation... I'm sick. That's all there is to it. Sick, illness. I don't understand.

"Wh-What?" I muted the television, "I'm sick. Stacy. That's just it. I'm s-i-c-k." I spell out. She gives me a look of pity and understanding. She looked away and back to the television screen I unmuted it watching old iCarly episodes. I watched carefully letting my tears seep out. My phone ringed once more I took it and went back into the kitchen answering it, 

"Hi..." It was the British boy. I couldn't bring myself to not be rude,

"What the fuck? You couldn't have told me you were leaving? I love you! I would've understood I would've been sad but still-" He took a heavy breath but I didn't let him speak, "You mean something to me. I've made that mistake of leaving without a trace sure you left a note, but I have done that before it caused Sean to have depression..." I stated. I heard him sigh,

"I'm sorry..." And with that, he ended the phone call. He didn't answer me back, after my dozen of times trying to call him. Was that it. Then my phone dinged, 'I love you... I'll see you when I get back I love you, but for now goodbye.' I felt anger build up in me making my face red I threw my phone at the wall sitting on my knees crying. 

He didn't love me. He never have. He never will. "I loved him..." I cried out quietly soon Stacy rushed in seeing my break down. She grabbed my hands bringing me over to the couch laying me down, 

"You need some rest. Lie down." I laid down looking up at the ceiling hearing nothing but old episodes of iCarly. Stacy had gone up to my room on the phone with Graser. I waited for something to be written on the wall but, there was nothing. I was still crying. I took off my glasses letting the heels of my hands rub my watering eyes. 'You're alone. You're on your own.' 

I grabbed the house phone that sat on the wooden table next to the couch. I grabbed it and called Aries, "Bee..." She said in a hushed tone. I couldn't bring myself to answer, "I know it hurts..." She whispers. "So what? Have you gone blind? Have you forgotten what you have?" she asks me nicely,

"N-no... I have nothing without him." I cry out. She and I talked for a good thirty minutes until I slowly drifted off to sleep with the melodic sound of my ex-lovers sisters voice. 'Glass half empty, glass half full; well, either way, you won't be going thirsty, count your blessings.' I didn't know what to do. 

I felt my eyes fight to stay open but I soon fell asleep. Later I woke up Stacy asleep I stood up groggily going over to the kitchen looking at my surprisingly, not broken phone. I grabbed it and decided to play stupid app games, 'You've got it all you lost your mind in the sound.' I didn't know what to do. I was alone, it's too cold in Californa. 

Stacy walked in and said, "There's so much more, you can reclaim your crown. Your in control. You don't have to have him control your life, Bee." She said sweetly giving me a giant hug. I cried into her shoulder. 

"Your mom said you have to go to school tomorrow."