Behind The Camera

Home sweet...gone

"So I sleep with most of the lights on?..that's a normal thing to do when your alone in a big scary house..on a campus that has been trying to kill you for as long as you can remeber right?" Laura sighed as she looked at her own image on her screen as the red light showed her she was recording something that had become second nature to her. She was wrapped in one of carmilla's favourite blankets. Dressed in an over sized sweatshirt and pajama bottoms she had only just woke up and it was around 5am. Snaking her fingers around her blue doctor who mug she sipped her hot chocolate and began to read to pass the time.

The black smoke faded leaving a beautiful yet blood soaked Carmilla standing in the front of the deans living room she looked around the house for a moment she noticed how clean it was and smirked as her eyes settled on a sleeping Laura, her head resting on a book her hand still gripping the mug of now cold chocolate. Her feelings were mixed she was so angry at Laura, at mattie at herself for even telling her about her sisters weakness. But there she was the girl she risked her life for several times, the girl who could make a doctor who joke and a harry Potter joke in one sentence..the girl she loved. Carmilla walked over to sit beside her she had blood dripping from her lips..and shirt. ..and jeans she was basically covered and it was clear how she had spent her time away from everyone. The black haired girl brought her fingers to Laura's face brushing her hair from her eyes, which caused laura to stir and move a little. Carmilla vanished.

As morning rolled around the young girl found herself at her desk as her her eyes opened she groaned a little bringing her hand to the side of her neck which of course was stiff. Sleeping at a desk will do that to you, glancing up she frowned seeing that she left the recording on and turned it of with one hit of a button. Smiling at the still clean house she figured if it was just her living there over summer she would easily be able to keep in clean untill everyone returned..a thought went to Laf and Perry and I'd they were having a good time yet. So Laura's plans for the day were as follows she would shower, go over her blog videos, make some food and then...do what she's done every day since they got here just sit and read. She got lonely quickly but talking to herself and focusing on her journalism helped her a little. Thinking of that she wanted to go through the last couple of days like she did everyw week or so and delete the pointless videos, ones where she'd forgotten to turn it off and it rolled one room for 15 hours "and that just leaves last night's. .sad footage of me asleep at a desk" she jokes to herself as plays the video it was basically just her every now and then she groaned at how pathetic she looked just curled up in her ex girlfriends blanket and reading alone...during summer break "This is boarder line depress.." her words got stuck in her throat as she saw a very familiar figure behind her there was almost a smile on her face "Carm..." watching closing she saw as the vampire came close stroked her hair and left. Mixed emotions swam around Laura's heart and head, she was glad tha carmilla was still alive and didn't hate her that much if she was willing to be that close but as she began to over think she got mad...closing the video she sighed "fuck you!..fuck you for just showing up and leaving again!" Picking up the book she fell asleep on laura launched it at the wall and collapsed her head resting on the desk.

Laura frowned but refused to wallow around thinking about her. She glanced at the time and thought for a moment before calling Laf  there was no answer they must be having too much fun it got her thinking that she'd hadn't been home for one holiday since starting here. two summers two Christmases several half terms and breaks she could of gone home and finally spent time with her dad. God she hadn't seen him in so long and there was nothing she could do but worry about him it was always just them two and now he's alone,  but too much was happening here for her to leave. There was a slight resentment for those she protected unsure as to why it all fell on her just because she suggested doing something about it. Dragging herself up to the bedroom her and Carmilla shared she climbing into bed and curled up moving around the matress that once felt like she barley had room to turn now big,empty and cold. It took Laura twenty or so minutes to slip away to sleep and she fell straight into a dream about Carmilla...what a surprise.  "Well cupcake I think I could arrange that but for now stay here with me we have the room for the week and we've barley spent anytime here.." Carmilla's voice purred in Laura's ear as she wrapped her arms around her waist pulling the cover over there bodies as they laid in a four poster king size bed, the sound of mild traffic on the streets of Paris as they cuddled. "I guess I can make an exception for you I mean you did bring me here and its been beautiful so far" Laura turned to face her partner and smiled before planting a soft kiss that was happily returned to the younger girl as she snaked her fingers through the black locks of hair that surrounded Carms face. As the kiss heated a little tongues were added and Laura's heart rate began to speed up with anticipation of following acts hearing the odd moan from Laura the vamp smirked against the girls lips, her hands running down her body to slip under the vest she had on and up her torso to her chest and just as her hand reached her breast Laura awoke sitting up slowly she exhaled heavily looking around the dark and empty room she could feel her own disappointment that it was just dream, running her fingers through her soft golden locks before returning her head to pillow she frowned softly before slipping away again.