Break the rules (cake hoodings)

Won't give up..

C a l u m

I wake up too early this morning. You know what? I won't give up on luke. I go to the kitchen and find my sister there, smiling.

"So early, go on date or something? With luke?" She nudged my hand.

"Hey cal, I hear a "date" from here. You'll go on date? With who?" My mom comes to the kitchen. I can't tell I'd go on date, because I'm not going with anyone.

"No mom, mali just messing around." My mom just nodded.

"Cal, how about carolina?" I sigh. Carolina is my girlfriend, I love her. But she's busy with her collage in california and I'm busy being a killer just like mali said. I just chuckle to myself, remember that I ever told my mom that I'd marry carolina one day. She's so happy when I said that. Though I didn't take it seriously.

"She's fine mom." We're talking about carolina but to be honest my mind can't stop thinking about luke.

"When she will come back to sydney?" The conversation is boring.

"I don't know mom." I walk upstairs, looking for my shoes.

"Are you two in a fight?" My mom asked.

"Yeah, you could say that." I shout from  my bedroom. No, we're not in a fight. We're fine. We're good. We still together. Even though there's a luke in my heart just a little bit.

"Now, where are you going?" My mom still asked me with her questions. I don't really like this.

"Going to work, bye mom see ya later." I wink at mali because she knew where am I going to. Luke's of course.

When I arrive, the shop is still closed. Its too early to open the shop I know. i decide to go to the park. I'll wait luke there.

The smell of trees and lake always calm my mind. But I'd rather be in luke's arms to calm my mind. When I hug him I knew that he fell for me too. He feels the same.

Our hearts march to the same beat. When I know that I'm in love with this blonde guy, I feel like I'm cheating. She doesn't deserve me. Even though I don't know maybe she does the same in california. I hope she does so its fair for the both of us.

Well of course I hope she doesn't, what a dumb. I can't be with luke anyway so I'd still with that chick.