Break the rules (cake hoodings)

Dying.

C a l u m.

I feel like I'm dead but breathing. Bloods all over my face. I'm a mess right now, inside out. I try to get up and go home. But I remember that my mom kicked me and I don't want to see carolina. I hate her.

Its impossible to go to luke's house. He hates me. I decide to sleep at the park. I walk slowly and feel so far to reach the park.

I sit there again and pull my phone out of my pocket, searching for his name and call him. 2am he wouldn't pick up but I wish he would. After waiting for a minute he picked up the phone.

"Who's this?" I bet he's not looking on the screen before he picked up.

"Calum." I say, powerless.

"Its 2 in the morning, why? What happened?" I can hear his worry voice.

"I just feel numb right now. I just need to hear your voice. I'm sorry I don't mean to bother your sleeping beauty." I cough while saying this.

"Cal seriously, where are you?" I smile through the phone, he still cares. I know he will always do.

"Cal, give me the address. I'll be there."

"No, you don't have to do that. I'm fine. I just-" oh shit my phone died. Great.

I try to get up and back to my apartment.

"What happened? Luke's calling like a thousand times." She asked worriedly.

"I'm fine. I just want to sleep right now." I leave her. She rolled her eyes.

"But you should clean your face first cal." She said.

"Shut up, you're not luke hemmings." I say and she just shook her head.

"Cal." She called once again.

"Can you just let me sleep?" I'm pissed off.

"But luke called me." I get up but then turn back to my position.

"Just tell him I'm alright, he doesn't have to worry about me. Say that to him thanks." I'm coughing all night.

"Cal someone's here, I don't know him." I rub my eyes and get out of bed.

"Is that luke?" I wish he'd be here. I could cuddle up to him. He could bury my pain away.

"I told you I don't know him. So it isn't luke." It must be connor. I'm in pain right now. Wasn't it enough for him?

"I told him that you're dying." I just nod because thats true.