Goodbye..

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(Warning!! There will be suicide/cutting/depression in this chapter so if this is a touchy subject with you, you may want to skip this chapter or read with caution.)

Enjoy!!
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It had been a week or so.

A full week of Harley laying in bed, feeling numb.

You had broken her heart. Not by cheating or breaking up with her, no.

You had died.

No one exactly knew how, just you were found in an alleyway with your stomach slit open and your heart gone.

The funeral was depressing, everyone who had ever known the real you had shown up to pay their respects.

That was the day that it sunk into Harley, she was never going to have her Princess back again.

Tears streamed down her cheeks, and her breathing was short and heavy. She had dealt with heartbreak before, but this was never ending.

Slowly getting up, Harley walked to the bathroom. She needed a way to dull the pain she was feeling.

Looking in the mirror, she saw a pale woman, with sunken in eyes and dark circles. Her cheekbones protruded more, and her eyes were dull.

She whimpered, she looked exactly how you did when they found you. Just less bloody.

Dull throbs went through Harley's chest, with each beat of her heart. She wanted the pain to end.

Casting her gaze over to the tub, Harley caught sight of a shaving razor.

The blades were rusty and the handle was covered in mold, but Harley needed release from the pain.

Grabbing the razor, she sighed. No tears fell, for everything was numb.

Slowly but surely, Harley dragged the blade up her arm.

It stung, but Harley liked it. It drowned out the pain from her heart, and drew it to the large cut.

Each time she dragged the blade, she went faster. Soon, Harley was running the razor so fast over her arm it was a blur.

Then, it all came to a sudden end. Harley put the blade back, wrapped her cuts and went back to her bed.

The pain had been dulled for now.

°°timeskip°°

Another week had past, and now both Harley's arms and legs were covered in gashes.

It only offered temporary relief, but it was what kept Harley going.

Until tonight.

Harley decided she was seeing you tonight, one way or another.

She walked to the liquor store, and  bought a 12 pack of beer. She normally wouldn't drink the stuff, but it was the first thing she grabbed.

Ten minutes later, Harley had walked into her apartment. And for the first time in two weeks, she entered your old work room.

She ran back out and grabbed her razor, and many, many pills and syrups. Most were expired, and Harley wanted that.

Finally gathering her items, Harley ditched the pants and shirt and started cutting. Then, she grabbed a beer and started chugging the alcohol.

More cuts, and more beer, Harley was dizzy, and almost unconscious. But, she didn't want to wake up anymore.

She grabbed bottles of pills and started taking them with the beer.

Tears fell down her face, but she didn't wipe them away. In fact, a small smile appeared on her face at the thought of seeing you again.

Even more cuts, beer and pills, Harley finally felt the feeling she craved. Her mind was going blank, and she couldn't breathe right.

With what little strength she had left, she started to giggle. Just like how she would before you two went on a date.

Then, at 2:57 a.m, Harleen Quinzel passed away.

~afterlife~

Groaning, Harley opened her eyes. She felt light, like she was made of air.

Looking around, she was on what seemed like mist, and was in a vast tundra-like area.

Hearing a gasp, Harley whipped her head around to where the sound came from.

And there stood you, with a light glow around you.

"Harley.." You whispered. She broke into a large smile, and ran to you.

You finally collided, and hugged each other in the tightest hug you two had ever shared.

"Why are you here?" You asked, "You were supposed to live until you were an old woman with ten cats."

Harley giggled, "I missed you Princess, I couldn't live without you."

And with that, Harley grabbed your face and kissed you with all the strength she had.

God, you loved this girl, and she loved you the same.

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Done!

That was depressing ;-;

But seriously, if you ever feel like your alone, your not. People do care about you, whether they are living or, sadly, passed away. And, there is someone out there who will never leave you and always love you :).

And I wish you all to live a long life to where your living with the love of your life with kids, and ten cats.

HaleighBunni out. PEACE ✌

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