hello. if you didnt know, my name is devon, im 13 and in 8th grade. ive been thinking a lot lately about the future. in 5th grade i made up my mind that i was gonna go to new york film academy. 10 year old devon didnt think that through. 10 year old devon did not realize shed have to pack up everything she owns, say goodbye to everyone she knows and move away. 10 year old devon was not yet aware how severe her anxiety would become. 10 year old devon did not realize she doesnt have 40,000 dollars to pay for tuition.
it is monday october 24, 2016.
i sit in my bed as 13 year old devon, typing this at 4:15am. i should be asleep for school but god knows thats not happening.
13 year old devon is scared her dreams will collapse. 13 year old devon is scared of living with her parents for the rest of her life. 13 year old devon is scared.
