november 12, 2016
1:12 am
i cant sleep because i fell asleep right after i got home from school so now im awake and i wish i wasnt.
he is on my mind, he is always on my mind. i cant shake the thought of him. the concept of his existence is burned into my brain and it will stay there until it's replaced with someone new.
i sit in my bedroom thinking of where i went wrong, and you sit in your temporary bedroom, a state over. you're probably listening to the beatles and enjoying your life with her. i sit and listen to ed sheeran wishing you were enjoying your life with me instead.
