I have always hated you (First Drafts)

Arrival

-------------------(Dipper's Journal Writing)--------------------

Date: March 15, 2012

Time: 10:00 am

Event: The day I'm going to gravity falls

Finally it's happening, Finally I can leave all my worries behind and Finally have a chance to feel normal but I know that I must be careful because this is and only chance to be like everybody or I could just end my horrible life by running away for good and live somewhere that I know they will never find me.

--------------------(Dipper Pines in reality)--------------------------

I was still locked up in my stupid room and writing down my thought's in my journal, I was writing happily but I heard a sound outside my door. I realized tat it was the sound of my parent's coming closer to my room so I dashed to my bed and quickly tuck myself in to pretended that I was sleeping. I wasn't sure if there going to do something to me since me and my sister are going to Gravity falls.

The door slowly opened

I hear footsteps moving closer to me

The floor board creaking

Someone grabbing my arm

A sharp pain hit me

and the next thing you know it, I was unconscious...

(Time: ???)

I woke up in a small cage and I looked around to see what I got myself into and I noticed something I was moving inside of a trailer that is connected to my father's car. I saw them so happy and they were singing, chatting and playing and it made me sad.

"*Sigh* If they could only feel what I feel..." I mumbled

"and If I could break free from this cage and leave my retched family FOREVER" I said to myself and I started tearing up for the idea of freedom might give me happiness.

Then I felt a chill down my spine and then someone or something whispered

"So you want to be free?" The voice spoke

"Who's there?" I replied

"Just a friend" The voice replied

"And who's friend?" I questioned

"You of course!" The voice replied happily

"But I never had a TRUE friend before" I shook my head in response

"Well I have always been your friend from the very first day when your parent's true motives struck and I wish to help" The voice replied

"But why help me now, I've been suffering for years and the last time I asked for help they left me alone to rot!" I shouted and tears started to flow down

"...I came here to help you at this specific time because I can't interact with you unless you enter gravity falls and for the record I am your friend you just don't know it yet"

"SURE your my 'friend'" I said in annoyance

"look Dipper, If you want me gone just say the word but we will meet again in Gravity falls and before I take my leave, I will leave you with a little gift" I felt something in my hands and it was the voice's gift a book

I looked at it and has a beautiful black and yellow color and the author was unknown. I opened the book and it was about love, hope, magic and despair but I decided to hide it under my black jacket because if I was seen possessing this my parent's will burn it to stop me from finding meaning in life.