I have always hated you (First Drafts)

12 Years Later

Um-Hello my name is Dipper Pines I live in Piedmont,California I-I live with my-my parent's and my s-sister Mabel Pines,Ugh what am I doing talking to someone that doesn't even exist and writing everything down in this journal or diary whatever inside of this horrible room and  LIVING MY HORRIBLE LIFE .

Sorry about that It's just that my entire family HATES ME for me b-being born heck I even tried doing my best to make my parent's and my sister love me again but the only thing they ever do is leave me alone, Scold me and of course the usual favorite TORTURE me. *Sigh* I can never be loved by my family or even I don't know everybody in the entire world because ever since I was Six no one will ever talk to me they just pick on me everyday.*Sigh* If I could only wish that someone will notice and set me free to a land where I can do whatever I want,to do good things and share them with others but seems like my wish will---will never---come true because my family will keep me chains FOREVER. Wait I hear something outside my door, I have to go 

Journal Log 10,873

Date: March 14, 2012

Side Note:

If anyone finds this please tell my story, 

I BEG YOU PLEASE LET THE TRUTH OUT, MY BLOOD WILL SHOW YOU MY EVIDENCE!

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(Dipper Pines POV)

I rushed to put my journal away and hid it under my bed sheet so that they won't find it and to preserve my only hope for my story to be freed. I walked up to my chair and sat down with my head down and putting on a fake smile to make myself calm for the pain to start. The door started to open and I saw my parent's smiling with there knives and my sister who looked at me with anger, She ran at me and punched me in my gut I groaned in pain she then grabbed by the neck and shouted "Huh who would have thought that you will be so worthless brother, heck I should not even say the word brother anymore Hmm I should call you the THE GIFT OF HELL!" I didn't respond and she punched me into the floor in anger I groaned in pain then she started kicking me in the gut multiple times and eventually I started coughing up blood and I mean a lot of blood. She stopped and moved away then she ran back to me and kicked me for one last time before leaving with blood on her shoe and I was relieved that she was gone but no this time my blood thirsty parent's are about to do more harm into my shriveled body by slicing my skin.

My Parent's started smiling and that's the only time I see them smiling at me, To see me suffer and I always looked at them and asked myself this question how much more do they want to see me die right in front of them or see me in Hell where I'll be tortured for years and they will just laugh at me with my horrible evil twin. They then walked closer to me and My father grabbed me by the neck holding me high and my mother on the other hand grabbed her knife and sliced my skin spilling blood on the red stained carpet and I screamed in excruciating pain

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! PLEASE NO MORE!" I shouted

Then Father looked at me with a disgusted look

"NOT EVER, HONEY KEEP SLICING TILL HE LEARNS HIS LESSON"

Mother smiled and kept at slicing me for Two hours, FOR TWO EXCRUCIATING PAINFUL HOURS usually it just last for 30 minutes but this day was different.

They--Finally stopped and they grabbed me,placed me on my bed and grabbed a blood pack to keep me from death by blood loss. I don't even know why would they keep doing this everyday restoring my health probably to keep on torturing me for an ETERNITY. After they finished and connected to an IV they left and slammed the door.

Finally another day of torture done and another day to cross off *Sigh* I smiled and saw that tomorrow was the day were I am going to Gravity Falls and finally leave my parents for the entire summer but something is making me feel afraid.

Will they hate me?

Will they understand?

Will they accept me?

Will I ever be free?

Will all my fears be freed?

Will my dreams ever become true there?

All those thoughts entered in one strike and it hit me hard and I mean HARD if I only have friends to back me up about everything but the only thing is I DON'T HAVE ANY 

(Mabel Pines POV)

After my session with Hell's Gift I went on what I do best having a slumber party with my friends, So I started preparing the things were going to do. I grabbed some Nachos , Candy and Pit Cola in the kitchen and I was off to make the best sleepover party in the entire universe in my room but when I was about to go up to my room I felt a cold feeling that someone or something was watching me but I don't care so I ignored it and went on to create sleepover heaven.

(Two Hours Later)

When I was done It was beautiful,wait not beautiful but perfect and it was ready for the best party in the universe. It was Eight a clock in the evening and I was tense because I was afraid that they won't come, Sure I have a lot of friends but these are new students and I must make sure that I am a good first impression and become a sister-figure to them.

*Ding Dong*

I heard the door bell ring and I rushed to open the door and it was them my new friends Carla, Judy, and Rose

"Sup Guys, Do you know what time it is?"

"Uh Yeah, It's the greatest Slumber Party ever" We said in unison 

"Uh Mabel?, Why is there blood on your shoe?" Carla questioned 

I realized that my shoe was stained with my stupid brother's blood and then I realized that it came from my Brother they will leave me and my old friends will follow. I must think of a lie

"Oh that,It came from a bloody nose!" I giggled to reassure that they are not to suspicious 

"Oh okay" all of us giggled

"Okay then off to the party!" Rose shouted

(3 hours later)

The Party was great everything was according to plan now it was to go to sleep. 

I was tucked in to bed with my friends and when everybody was asleep I frowned that I was going to leave my parent's and friends but I know I will have fun with making my brother MISERABLE.