What This Thug Do To Me [COMPLETED AND EDITING]

Chapter 1

Miya

Nobody knows what i been through.
Nobody saw my scars.
Nobody Knows the sleepless Nights i experienced.
Nobody knows why im so mean.
Nobody knows me enough to judge me.
Nobody knows because i never allowed myself to tell them.

I promised myself i wouldnt tell a single soul, but the people who knew of course. I really only associate with one person and thats my bestfriend Paris. I know its not anyone's fault about what i been through, shit everyone isnt the same. But the fact of Getting close to anyone eles besides Paris is a No No . I aint gon lie im not no ugly bitch. Im pretty as fuck , brownskin , 5'1 , got all the curves in all the right places. So many niggas tried to get at me, but i give NO nigga the time of day! , hell i could be single the rest of my life and not give a fuck. Long as i got my hoe Devin aka Mr.Vibravor, im good. I hate them niggas that think every bitch wants they money or try to flex , One thing about me is whatever a nigga THINK they can do for me , i most DEFINITELY can do for myself. Yes, im a full time stripper, at a strip club called BIG RON'S. My strip name is GOLD , i picked my own shit , why gold? Cus thats what the fuck im worth . shit why not? At least im on my shit, honestly i dance for fun. I could get a job or go back to school like any other regular person. I choose this shit. I been dancing since i was 18, been saving since 18, make at least 5,000 a night , i aint took no days off since... you do the math. I most def got my own , no matter how im getting it. I aint never Fucked nobody in this bitch, thats another thing about me , you can look but yo ass aint touchin shit ' ! Most of these bitches i work with hate me , cus 1 im pretty as fuck and 2 because im everyone's favorite in this bitch. Mostly, im requested by these thirsty ass niggas, and sometimes niggas drive all the way out here in Dallas to watch me dance. My ass little but that bitch jiggle! I live in a 3 bedroom condo with Paris and Her daughter/My Niece Reign. That bitch fly as fuck . Paris also work at the club , iont hang with no ugly bitch either , Paris bad as fuck , light bright , 5'1 like me , and got a good ass body , every since she came in my life i been full of nothing but laughs. See yes i consider myself still a virgin after being raped. Why? Because i didnt allow shit! You probably thinking thats why im so mean , but thats not even CLOSE! Its way more shit and i dont even wanna talk about it. I havent even told Paris , she understands why not , she doesnt pressure me , she just simply holds me when I'm thinking back and going through it.

Maceo

A couple things about about me is that i dont play about my money, My mama , My little brother , Or my sister Cross them then you dead. All they gatta give me is the go and yo ass gone. See sometimes i kill ya anyway. Simply cause thats just me! My sister Paris 22 and she live in dallas. Yeah i talk to her everyday, check up on her and my neice reign , they good , they straight as fuck. I dont know why she moved down there in the first place see , money is NEVER the issue, i think its some other shit like a nigga or sum, See i love my lil sis to death but her lifestyle good and all but her actions aint ' adding up with it. My brother Malik 15, see since his dad died i try my best to be a good role model. Yeah i let him hit the blunts a couple times but other than that naw. I love my brother to death but im hard as fuck on him , simply cause i dont want him to fuck up his life. I dont want him to be a younger ME. I know my mother Pamatha tried her best to raise me to not be like my dad and she did a good ass job. Yeah im a drug dealer in all but atleast if i do get a bitch pregnant ima own up to my responsibilities!!! I havent seen that nigga since i was 6 , im 24 , you add that shit up. Me and paris got the same dad, Malik dad died, so thats why i want him to look up to me. His mathafuckin big bro got him! I remember when i was 14 i told my mom , one day ima put her in a mansion. When i tured 17 , i made it happen. Shit yall thought i was playing? Nah. Of course my mom know what i do for a living , shit its the talk of the town , cause everybody know not to fuck wit me ' . Even these bitch ass polices I got on my payroll. A couple times yeah i got caught up but i simply paid them off a couple millions and im back at it. My mathafuckin right hand man , Rosco is the only nigga i trust. He like my brother , the fact that his mom dead and my mom took him in , is what made the loyalty more real. I'll kill and get killed for him i aint lying '. I fuck hoes yeah , but i aint never loved No bitch or even cuffed one. People say , its always that one bitch who broke his heart that made him like this but nah, thats not the case with me. I simply see yall bitches and feel disgusted. I see the way yall carry yall self and dont even bother. People say im mean as fuck but so what.

But a Real ass street nigga... I am.