My Christmas love| Erick brian colon fanfic

You can have this douche bag

Rolling my eyes I closed the window. I put on my sandals and went down stairs. Dad and Jenni were talking, so they didn't really notice me.

I quickly went to the kitchen and left out through the back door. I went to the side of the house and found Erick there.

He looked troubled, he was running his fingers through his hair making it a little messy. I cleared my throat which made his head snap to me. I raised an eyebrow in question.

He took a step forward to me but I took a step back and shook my head and he nodded in understandment. "What do you want to talk about?" I asked him

"I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for kissing you." He said and his shoulders relaxed as if a huge weight was lifted up from his shoulders.

I bent down got some small pebbled rocks and started throwing them at his face. "This is for putting your lips on mine." I threw a pebble "this one is for waking me up" I threw a pebble "this one is for making me feel used." I threw two pebbles "and this on is for leaving me behind while getting arrested." I threw a bigger pebble than the rest of them.

"Okay okay I get it you don't like me at the moment." He was shielding his face with his hands. "But I have something else to tell you."

I threw the rest of the rocks in my hands at his face and huffed. "Hurry up I need to rest I've had a long night and-"

"I broke up with Laura." That little sentence made me stop what I was saying.

I looked at him as if he was crazy "What?!" I shouted and grabbed more pebbles and threw them at his face. "Are you stupid? Why would you do that?" I freaked out not only because he broke up with Laura but because when he said that I felt... realived. That just makes me feel more guilty than I already am.

So I did what any normal human would do. I took my anger out on him.

"I did it because the guilt wouldn't let me be with her. I kissed you! That is wrong especially if it's your girlfriends step sister that she hates." I rolled my eyes

"Yeah but it didn't mean anything to you so why would you break up with her!?" I yelled now frustrated with the way he was acting.

"it's just that... I I uh I" I hate when people do that. They are hiding behind the bush. Why don't they just say it and be done with it. Not that I don't hide behind the bush but I don't  like when its another person doing it.

I raised my eyebrow at him trying to get him to hurry with his answer. Im usually a really patient person but he's making it really hard for me to be patient.

"Well it's just that." He was avoiding eye contact now. I rolled my eyes what is so important that he doesn't even want to tell me.

I started poking him in the chest repeatedly while saying the words I needed to say. "Just" poke "say" poke "it!" Poke.

His eyes turned darker and he looked mad. Suddenly I was against the side of the hous and my wrist held tightly by him.

I forgot he had this side of him. The bad, cussing side. I never liked that side of him. It got really irritating and I just want to slap him.

But this side is little bit more different. This one looked dangerous and much more scary with his eyes being a darker shade and his jaw was clenched. His hold on my wrist was really tight I was scared that he would cut the circulation of my hand.

It also looked like he had something inside his chest that he just wanted to let out and say it.

"I like you that was what I wanted to say." His tone was low and scary but the word he said just blew my mind. "I broke up with Laura because of the feelings I have for you. Yesterday she kissed me on the way to the police station and I couldn't help but compare it with your kiss and how badly I wanted her lips to be your lips against mine."

What's breathing again? Seriously I don't knwo what it is anymore. My mind felt hazy and I really didn't know what to say or what to do.

Nobody has ever said anything like that to me. I've been the wierd one that could never be liked by anybody only certain people.

Erick isn't my type he seems like the type of guy who would want a fun and serious girl. Not a girl that decides to watch Netflix in her free time and is really loud and obnoxious.

"I.. I." I sighed and looked down at my feet. "I really don't know what to say." I admitted to him and he smirked. He leaned down and whispered in my ear.

"Don't say anything." He came back up and stared right into my eyes. Our noses were touching. My heart was beating really fast that it felt like it would burst out of my chest and punch Erick right in the face.

"Just kiss me" he whispered and leaned in. Oh.my.gosh my second kiss might happen. What is up with me.

If I had a choice I would push him, but I couldn't it was as if we were both magnets and I had to go to him. I dont like this but at the sane time I do.

When our lips were this close to meeting I felt a sting on my right cheek. "Ow?!" I opened my eyes to come face to face with, Laura?

Oh my gosh no no no no. I forgot about her. I can't believe this. What did I just do. This isn't me.

Laura then turned to Erick and began to punch his chest. "You broke up with me for her!" Her hair was a mess her makeup was ruined and she looked broken.

I did this to her, Im a horrible person.

"Laura calm down." Erick begged but she kept on crying. She kept punching him and it hurt to see her like this.

It looked like she loved Erick and I just stole her love. Sure she was mean to me but it looks like she opened up to erick and she trusted him.

"Laura Im so sorry." I said to her tears threatening to come out of my eyes.

"Oh no don't be sorry." She had a sarcastic smile on her face. "You can have him. You can have this douche." She laughed but it was such a humorless laugh that it felt like she smacked me again.

Getting some pebbles she threw them at his face. "But don't think Im leaving without doing any kind of revenge. I hate you Jocelyn and I wished you never came here in the first place." She left with a slam of the door and Erick and I standing side by side.

"I need to go." I told Erick.

"Wait no don't leave." He sighed and let me leave. "Jocelyn can we talk tomorrow?" He looked unsure of his question. "In the beach at night I have some other things to talk to you about."

I turned and went to the door. My face expressionless "I'll have to think about it." And with that I left leaving Erick outside.

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Ohh Laura found out I was thinking of making it another kissing scene but decided against it and put Laura in the picture.

You guys should hate me for that

I should apologize for not updating last week but I wasn't really sure on how to make this chapter and school was piling up on me and I didn't have time to upload.

Anyway the song I put on top is a k-pop song I've been listening to it and its soo amazing .

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