My Christmas love| Erick brian colon fanfic

take a break

I didn't sleep, I think I did but I'm so tired it feels as if I was up all night. I watched to many puppy videos and ate to much candy.

I don't know what to do. What is happening to me? I think I'm going crazy.

I sat up and looked at the clock beside my bed. It was 6 in the morning. The only time I wake up this early is because I have to go to school.

This is ridiculous. I stood up and changed into some shorts that Alex made me pack. I grabbed my beats headphones and decided on riding my bike to the beach.

I quickly and quietly went downstairs and left with my bike. She's so dark by the arctic monkeys began to play. The fresh air hit my face making me relax a little bit more.

No thinking just riding, it's good.

Well was good, it would've been good but I didn't see the rock infront of me that made me fall over on my bike.

It happened to fast the next thing I knew I was on the ground with a scratch on m knee.

Biting my lip I stood up, there were a few people around me but decided to ignore the poor girl that just hurt herself.

Be a big girl Jocelyn and just go back home.

Great, the only time I wear shorts and I end up falling on my bike.

Worst day ever. This week is not a good week for me is it. Then remembering something I gasped oh my tomorrow is Christmas.

I hit my forehead and forgot all about my knee. This can not be happening to me.

Knowing that I had a few 20s in my pocket I sped to the mall. I really didn't know what to get but I had to get at least something.

I parked ny bike and went inside. I started going to every store I could possibly think of and tried to get a good thing but at a cheap price.

It went from candy stores to clothes stores to underwear stores, I think Jaime will like his present.

At the moment I was inside a little antique shop trying to find something for Ely because she is obsessed with old vintage things.

A little pastel pink carousel caught my eye and I quickly went to check it out.

I was about to get out of the store and head home but something caught my eye. Contemplating weather to get it or not I decided why not.

I got it and went back to the girl at the cash register and checked the thing out. I finally headed out but I remembered that I only head a little bike and a lot of bags.

I pulled out my phone and called Joel. Telling him to come and pick me up I went outside and waited.

I think it was 30 minutes later that he finally showed up and took me home.

"You took longer than my mother giving labor." I glared at him. I had to sit beside a man eating a churro, do you know how painful that is.

I was really hungry and I spent all my money so the only thing I could get was to beautiful scent of the good churro.

"I'm sorry but I have a life also." I raised my eyebrow and he rolled his eyes and gestured for me to get inside the truck.

When I finally got in I asked him, "What took you so long, you live like 10 minutes away from here and you drive like a maniac so you getting here will just take 5 minutes."

"It was Jillanna she is really mad at me because of what happened and wants me to not talk to Marie anymore." I listened... then I smacked him across the head.

"Are you crazy child are you really going to let her control your life?" He looked at me in disbelief. "Don't look at me like that or I'll smack you again." He raised his arms up in defense and his facial expressions looked awake.

"No it's just that... I don't even know anymore. This is so complicated I should just stay singl-

"No!" He jumped with my response and I just laughed. "I mean,  you and Marie belong together have you not see the way she looks at you and don't think I haven't seen the way you look at her." He signed but I could see his lips wanting to turn to a smile but it went away as quick as it came.

"But I actually liked Jillanna." He told me which made me understand how he felt.

"You know what joel?" He looked at me with a raised eyebrow. "Take a break. Life is not all about falling in love. First relax, clear your mind a bit and when you think you're finally ready call the girl you actually have feelings for. Nobody but you has a say in what you feel. Be happy take care because all this thinking can be unhealthy." He sighed and smiled. His eyes were closed but when he opened them he looked relaxed.

"Thank Jocelyn, I think you're right this whole relationship thing is actually tiring." I laughed and nodded.

He drove off to my house and when we finally got there I said my goodbye and left to my room.

I locked the door and began to wrap the presents.

One by one they were all ready I took the gifts downstairs and while walking past the living room I saw what time it was. I gasped.

Should I go should I not

Making up my mind I put on my shoes and walked out the door.

It doesn't kill me just to find out what he wants to say to me.

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