Love Is Stronger

The Violin Cries

Selena POV

     I can't believe Jake stepped in to save me and out of all that my mom's apology was that she got me the violin that I wanted including she gave all the stuff that goes with it plus she hired a private violin player to teach me how to play violin because she knows how much I love the texture and how it cries when it makes music but my mom gave me this for a reason, I didn't worry too much about it! My mom could've gave me money to buy baby stuff but than again she told me and Jake to follow her into the extra room that we never use anyways including when she opened the doors, we saw a nursery downstairs because we can't let the baby get hurt. I hugged my mom and then after I was done hugging my mom, she hugged Jake because I knew that Jake didn't want to hug her even though he wanted to including he smiled but he almost cried because he knew most people who got pregnant that the dads leaves the mothers and the parents kicks them out, which goes back to that girl we saw in the parking lot who was single with no parents who is helping her out. This made me felt appreciative towards my mother because she's sticking around and so is Jake but I was tearing up including the next thing I knew was that Jake wiped away my tears and both of them gave me a hug to feel safe again. My mother wanted to take us out because it's a way to get together and talk or to get out before the baby is born including Jake went home to wash up to go out with us but after I washed up, I got a call from my dad because he wanted to check up on me and I told him that I am fine including I'm going out with mom for dinner.

    After the call from my dad, we went to the restaurant after Jake met up with us in the car and this was a very nice place but it was my favorite place to eat at because the food is so good including I love how the piano here plays, as we sat down in this spot that was close to the piano. I looked at the piano and Jake interrupted me of how I was in my own little world but it was drink order time, so I gotten me a water because I couldn't gain the weight from my baby fat after the baby is born including I noticed I was getting sleepy a lot more than usual of how this baby growing inside of me is really going to change my life. As we got our drinks and it was time to order our food including I gotten pasta because it was my favorite but Jake ordered pasta too, he looked at me and I looked away before I could say anything. Jake took by my hands and was telling me of how much he loves me including my mom looked at me because she wanted to tell me something but she couldn't, so she had Jake tell me that she told my dad on the way home before she knew I would've told him. That's why dad called me and wanted to talk longer before I knew this including he sounded calm but my mom told me something else that her real name is Abby because she uses her middle name of the time that she brought joy to her family through the darkest times, so now she's helping us.

    We got home and Jake told me bye then he went home including I went upstairs to call my dad but he wasn't answering because he is three hours ahead of us and I forgot, I decided to pull out the violin to play it; I told my family a lie that I wanted to learn but I already can play. As I started to play the violin and relax while playing, the violin cries when it makes beautiful music but what I've learned about the instrument is that it's the other half of me including I can put my emotions towards the pieces of songs that it is playing. When we were at that restaurant, I knew that when the piano was playing it needed a partner like the violin, so I looked online and applied for that job but it says "helped wanted," including they pay a lot to musicians but I need this job for the baby because my mom can't spend her money on me to support the baby, it's my responsibility not hers. This will give me a chance to be a real mother and this is my dream to play the violin including I can be a great role model to my son or daughter because I want them to be successful in life like my mom wants me to be in my life but I don't want them to make the same mistake as I did in the future, I played the violin after I applied for that job. The violin is a part of my enjoyment through my darkest times like when my mom and dad got divorced or when my mom moved here, I just went somewhere private and played the violin to escape my pain including this helps me to relax to release stress because I need it right now but when my mom came into the room, she told me that she didn't tell him who the baby daddy was and she told me that my dad will come here to see me to make sure that I'm really okay.

   I continued to play the violin as my mom left and I knew that I was the violin that cries because I'm making music between my family to get together to discuss abut me including I texted Jake that my dad will come over but he didn't know who the baby daddy is, so I told Jake to keep his distance if he sees my dad at my house. After he agreed with me including he had to go and tell his parents but I was so nervous or scared because I never thought it would be tonight, as I was thinking about it, I played the violin to calm me down. Me and the violin started to cry because I didn't know what to do including this was the only way to calm me down but as my mom came up with his mother, I didn't noticed until after I put my violin to rest for the night. Jake's mother came into my room and my mother left us to talk including I didn't care where we spoke because I was honestly comfortable where ever to get it over with but she looked at me with this excitement/disappointment look. I looked at her with tears in my eyes including I said, "I know you didn't suspect this would happen but it did and I know you are upset as much as my parents are right now because my mom wanted me to get pregnant or have a baby after school/marriage." She responded, "I'm happy that you are having a baby but at the same time I didn't want it to be now with Jake because I was hoping y'all would wait till after marriage and that you have jobs including I will help out as I can to be a grandmother to Jake's and your baby, I hope we can talk more to know each other."

Thank you for being patient for me publishing this part the meaning of the title is that it represents Selena and her violin cries when she cries. Please vote and comment what y'all think so far!!!! You all rock n' roll my awesome rocking readers!!!! Please stay tune and patient because in the next chapter it's when the love becomes even more stronger between Jake and Selena!!!!